It Feels Right

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Ethan called Nash to see if they would like to tag along with us. I'm not going to lie I wanted to be selfish and have him all to myself, but this meant I could see Kylie so I got over it. Nash agreed to meet us at the beach, along with Hayes, Kylie, and Cam. Ethan and I were at the beach before the others, so we walked along the water and acted like the typical tumblr couple. Pictures were basically a must for the both of us. I was in the middle of taking a picture of the water, and Kylie called me, "Yo" I started walking away from Ethan, so he wouldn't have to listen.

"Hey. The few of us bumped into Shawn Mendes. He invited us to go to his studio and I may have told him that you kind of sing and play instruments. He would like you to come to the studio with us so y'all can talk about the music stuff." she squealed. 

"WhAT?! Kylie why, no no no. What if he wants me to sing in front of him or something? I can't do that. I can't barely talk to guys in general."

"You talk fine to Ethan! What would be the problem with Shawn?"

"Shawn sings, I kind of do, he would want me to sing for him and or with him. Put the two together." I was freaking out right about now. 

"B, please. Come with us. It'll be fun." she begged.

"I don't know. Ethan and I are at the beach and I'm not sure he would want to do that." I exchange looks with Ethan giving him an unsatisfied look. He looked a little worried, but I gestured that everything was fine.

"Kolby, it would mean a lot to me if you guys would come with us." Out of the corner of my eye I see Ethan walking towards me.

"Alright alright, fine. I'll talk to Ethan and see what he wants to do. I'll call you back once we've talked okay?"

"Okay. Thank you B. Love you, bye." she hung up too early for me to say anything back. I feel arms around me. My head dropped. There was no way, that I could make this up to him again.

"Hey what's wrong? You can talk to me ya know." Ethan made sure I knew he was there for me and I appreciated that oh so much, but my heart still hurt at the fact that I still have to ask him.

"Kylie called, she said that they ran into Shawn Mendes. She spilled the beans to him that I sing and play instruments. He would like to meet me and talk about music. The thing is, I feel bad."

"Why do you feel bad?" he looked kind of concerned.

"Because. This means our day, won't be our day. The tour won't happen and we probably won't even leave the studio until like- like night time."

"Kolby, think about it this way. This could be a once in a lifetime thing. If you don't go today, you may not get the chance to sing with Shawn ever again. "Our day" can wait. Let's go to the studio and you can meet him. It's your vacation anyway. Besides, you'll still be wearing my shirt, so I'm perfectly happy."

"Are you sure Ethan? I just want you to be happy with what we do. Your happiness is important to me."

"As long as I'm with you and get to watch you sing, I'm happy as can be. You need to do some things that make you happy, not just for me." he grabs my phone, and calls Kylie., "Hey, we'll be there."

"GREAT! See you there!" they hung up.

"Whoops. Too late. Let's go." he hands me my phone while kissing my temple. This time I grabbed his hand to hold. My smile was bigger than ever. I could feel happiness jolt through my body, along with nervousness. I was about to meet Shawn freaking Mendes. Ethan could tell I was getting more and more nervous by the minute, so when we got in the car he insisted on holding me to calm my nerves. It helped more than I thought it would have, if I'm going to be honest.