𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

pain

SHAWN MENDES IMAGINES
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Shawn laid in bed wide awake, staring out the windows. His eyes glanced every once in a while to the empty space beside him.

Tears began to flood in his hazel eyes as all the memories began to come back to him.

He remembers the way they both would cuddle up in bed every so often, always having a Disney movie marathon.

He remembers the love they had towards each other. It was the kind of love where you two are inseparable. Are afraid of losing each other. It was like they both had each other wrapped around one another's finger tips.

Everyday she was on his mind. Constantly. Shawn thought about her all the time. He couldn't rid the feeling she had on him.

Shawn knew she still had him wrapped around her fingertips. But the most painful thing, was that she slipped through.

Sobs escaped Shawn's pink, chapped lips. He laid on the bed, trembling. His body ached for her touch. He needed to feel her lips against his one last time. He needed her back.

Every second that she's gone, Shawn is no where close to moving on. He was so madly in love with her, that he didn't see she was toying with another man behind his back. She left him for another man.

Shawn couldn't bare to be in pain like this. It's almost like he's traumatized.

She had this desire effect on him that no one else could ever give him. As Shawn laid in bed, sobbing uncontrollably, she on the other hand, was too busy to even think about Shawn once. Not even for a split second.

"Do I ever cross her mind?" Shawn wondered.

Shawn knew it was painful to say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go of. But he also knew it'd be more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave.