𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

broken

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"Baby? Are you in there?" I heard Shawn's voice from outside the bathroom door.

I stayed seated on the bathroom floor, with my knees brought to my chest and my head in my hands as my body trembled.

Shawn struggled to open the door since I had locked it. What felt like hours of sitting in the bathroom, Shawn finally busted into the bathroom, scooping me up in his arms.

I cried a bit into his shoulder as he picked me up bridal style and brought me to our bedroom. He sat down on the bed and sat me down on his lap. His hand moved up and down my back in a comforting way, calming me down.

As soon as I stopped crying, we sat in silence for a few moments until he decided to speak. "What's going on princess? Come on you gotta tell me."

I took a few breaths. I debated on whether or not to tell him how I was feeling. To be honest, I felt broken. I felt useless and worthless. I feel like I'm a waste of time and people will eventually leave me.

"It's okay, baby girl. You can tell me." He whispered, stroking my hair.

I let out a deep breath. "I just feel so broken. People end up leaving me and I find out I didn't care to them as much as I thought I did. I'm scared you will leave me and I just-" I stopped and looked at Shawn.

He gave me a sad look. I looked down at the ground but he placed his index finger under my chin and lifted my face so I was staring into his eyes.

"Oh sweetheart I would never leave you. Why would you think that?" He asked, gently rubbing the back of my hands with his thumbs.

I looked in his eyes and smiled, holding back tears. Right then and there, smiling to hold back tears is the most painful thing to go through and hardest thing to do.

"Because that's what I'm used to. It's getting way to much and I don't wanna lose you." I told him, trying my hardest to restrain the tears that were ready to spill out from inside me.

"I'm never going anywhere. I'm always going to be right by your side. You're the girl I wanna spend the rest of my life with," a grin formed onto his face as he continued to speak, "I wanna marry you and have kids and just have an amazing life with you. I love you more than you'll ever know."

"I love you, Shawn, so fucking much." I whispered, burying my face into the crook of his neck.

We sat there in silence. Even though neither of us said a word, silence was the words screaming out our love to each other. I may be broken but he knew how to fix me. And that's what he did.

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I'm so sorry if this is shitty but I literally rushed through this because I am probably not updating at all this week cuz school and all

anyway hope y'all like this and thanks for one hundred read even tho I feel like no one even cares about these imagines since none of y'all are voting smh

next one is a bit dirty so prepare yourselves

-maya