𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

how could you

SHAWN MENDES IMAGINES
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I opened the front door to Shawn and I's home, dragging my luggage inside. Finally, I was on holiday break from college and decided to surprise Shawn since we haven't seen each other in over four months.

It hurt me not being able to wake up with him beside me, our late night cuddles and talks, and cute lazy day dates we shared in our living room as we watched Disney movies together.

I hung my jacket up and placed my keys on the kitchen table. I slowly tip toe up the stairs trying not to make any sound.

"Shawn." A feminine voiced moaned, coming from mine and Shawn's bedroom.

I abruptly came to a halt, a twinge of pain stinging my heart. I was hoping it was just my imagination and nothing was happening of what I thought it was.

My eyes traveled to the wooden hallway floor, seeing lace clothing scattered around. Tears filled my eyes as I walked into the room.

There lies a skimpy brunette on top of Shawn, both of their bodies exposed underneath the white, messy bedsheets.

"S-Shawn?" I choked as tears streamed down my splotchy cheeks.

Then he pushed the random brunette girl off of him. At first his eyes showed anger but was quickly replaced with guilt and sorrow. He stared at me with remorse in his eyes while I stood there, looking like a complete fool.

The girl quickly looked for her clothes and left. It was now just Shawn and I staring at each other.

"Baby." He whimpered. I shook my head at him, running my fingers through my long silky brown hair.

"How could you?" I managed to spit out without any of the words coming out in a shaky breath.

Tear flooded his once bright hazel eyes. Even thought it killed me to see him cry, I couldn't go weak for someone who just cheated on me. Made me feel humiliated.

"I don't know. I don't fucking know." He sobbed into his hands.

I bit the inside of my cheek, holding back the tears that were once again threatening to fall and swallowing the lump in my throat. Blinking the tears away, I went up to the night stand and getting a hold of the picture frame that had a picture of us from a year ago. We were both at the carnival and he had his arm around me and I had my arm around his torso, smiling up at him.

A small smile appeared on my face but was quickly replaced by anger as reality hit me again. Shawn let out a few shaky breaths. He looked at me. "I'm so sorry just please I can fix this! I can make this work- we can make this work, baby girl please!" He pleaded.

That's when I raised my arm in the air, my hand clutching onto the picture frame in my hand before smashing it onto the floor. It broke into pieces just like my heart.

I slid the promise ring off my finger and took Shawn's hand in mine, gently placing the silver ring into his hand. He looked from his hand and back onto my eyes. He looked like he'd almost seen a ghost.

Before I went to the door to leave, I placed my lips on his. It wasn't for him. It was for me. I craved the feeling of his lips against mine but I knew I was never gonna have this moment with I'm again.

"The kiss wasn't for you, Shawn. It was for me." I whispered, before I walked out of his life. Our life.

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YOOOOO honestly that was so shitty LMFAO but anyway sorry I haven't updated in a few days I think or something like that school is kicking my ass even though today was the third day for me LOL

my honors teacher gave us a big ass assignment so I'll try and update again but idk if that's gunna happen

Hope y'all like this and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE vote/comment or some shit so I know I'm not updating for nothing or for anyone that's reading but doesn't like anything