𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

always will be

SHAWN MENDES IMAGINES
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"I'm sorry for your loss." The doctor spoke sympathetically. I collapsed onto the hospital floor, sobbing loudly.

I couldn't believe what was happening. First I lose my mom a few years ago and now I lose my father. I don't know what to do anymore. I have no one.

"Baby." Shawn whispered, cradling me in his arms. I cried into his chest, clutching onto him like I'm going to lose him.

"It's okay, just breathe." He continued to whisper into my ear, "you have me. You'll never lose me, princess."

My eyes shot opened and I quickly sat up, gasping for air. Ever since I lost my father, I've been having dreams well nightmares. But I don't know.

Every single night, a new nightmare appears and I lose sleep because I'm afraid of having another nightmare again. It brings so much weight onto my shoulders especially how much it makes Shawn worry about me.

Every time he tries to talk to me I shut him out. I've been shutting everyone out and keeping distant from people because I'm afraid of losing another person who I love.

"Baby girl." Shawn mumbled tiredly, sitting up as he rubbed his eyes.

Tears fell from my eyes. Shawn began to rub my back soothingly. My body started to tremble and Shawn wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm sorry for waking you up I just-" he stopped me, placing his lips against mine. Our lips moved in sync and my hands clutched onto Shawn's t-shirt.

I pulled away, resting my forehead against Shawn's. "Don't be sorry for anything, love. I know you're grieving but you need to open back up to me. It'll help you feel a bit better." He whispered, caressing my cheek.

I sighed. "I'm just afraid that I'll lose people I love again. But I'm even more terrified that I'm going to lose you. I feel like I have no one."

Shawn laid down on the bed, bringing me down with him. I rested my head on his chest, hearing his steady heartbeat which calmed me down a bit more.

"You are never going to lose me, princess. I'm in love with you. Never in a million years would I ever leave you. I'm always here and always will be. I love you." 

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sorry if this is shitty BUT i got a few ideas hehehe and i apologize if this is short. Hope you liked it tho

-maya