𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

car accident

SHAWN MENDES IMAGINES
→ car accident ←

Shawn

"Mum." I sobbed, sitting in the uncomfortable char in the waiting room at the hospital.

She rubbed my back, trying everything she could to calm me down. "It's okay, Shawn. She's going to be okay."

My body trembled, waiting intensely for updates on y/n. She was in a serious car accident which ended up leaving her in critical condition.

"This is all my fault," I sobbed, "if I hadn't argued with her, she wouldn't have stormed out of the house and we wouldn't be here right now. She wouldn't be fighting for her life right now." 

I rested my forehead on her shoulder, crying non stop. Eventually I stopped crying. We waited which seemed like years to hear any updates on Y/n.

I tapped my foot nervously, chewing on the inside of my cheek.

A doctor came out with a clip board then began to talk quietly to the lady at the front desk.

"Y/n Y/l/n?" The doctor called.

I stood up and rushed over to the doctor. "How is she? Is she okay? Will she make it? Can I see her?" I began shooting questions at the doctor but my mum stopped me from asking anymore.

"It seems like she has two cracked ribs, a fractured collar bone, broken wrist, minor concussion, and a broken ankle." The doctor informed us, reading the things off from his clip board.

I felt my heart shatter into a million of pieces. I can't believe she's in this state of condition because of me. I just had to take my stress out on her and make her storm out of the house. 

"There's also another thing I want to inform you all. When the car smashed into her, it looks like she took a pretty hard hit to the cheek bone under her eye, which caused her cheek bone so crack into a few pieces," he stated, his eyes fixed to the papers attached to the board in his hands.

"There will be a permanent scar on her upper cheek since we had to surgically remove the cracked pieces of her bone. We replaced it with a small medical plate. If you'd like to see her, follow me."

We all followed the doctor in silence, only the clicking on shoes ringing through my ears. We turned around a corner and came up in front of a room.

As I walked in, I saw y/n's small, lifeless body tucked underneath the white hospital bed sheets. Her hands were resting by her sides and a few small IVs were connected to her.

I felt my lip quiver and tears dripped from my eyes once again.

Her eyes were closed and her lips were a pale purple and blue color that were slightly parted. Her breathing was uneven which scared me even more.

"There will be some nerve damage in her hand and cheek. The accident she was in could've kill her. She's a living miracle." The doctor said before leaving us alone in the room.

I looked at my mom and she nodded. "Let's give Shawn some space." My dad, mum, and sister Aaliyah walked out and I sat in a chair beside Y/N's bed.

I grabbed her small, pale hand, looking at her. "I'm so sorry, baby. I didn't mean what I said. I love you so much. More than you could ever know, just please. Give me a chance?"

Her small hand squeezed mine. My head shot up and I saw her eyes opening. She looked around and her eyes soon met mine.

"S-Shawn?" She whispered, wincing in pain.

"I'm so sorry I didn't mean anything I said, I love you. This is all my fault please forgive me." I told her, blocking away the pain I was feeling.

"I love you, Shawn. It's not your fault. Don't beat yourself up."

I kissed her forehead as gently as I could, being careful not to hurt her. She scooted over then patted the spot next to her.

I shook my head. "I don't want to hurt you." She rolled her eyes.

"Please?" She pleaded, jutting out her bottom lip.

I sighed knowing I wasn't going to win this argument with her. I laid down beside her, wrapping my arms around her gently.

She placed her head on my chest, playing with my fingers. "You know I still would've gotten in the car accident. Nothing is your fault, I'm not mad. I was before but then I realized fighting with you isn't worth it."

"I love you." I whispered, twirling the ends of her hair.

She cuddled closer to me, closing her eyes.

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Honestly I'm so sorry that this update is literally shit but today was my first day in hell! I felt so ill all day and I have no idea why so I probably won't update much for a few days sooooo yah

-Maya