SHAWN MENDES IMAGINES
→ letters ←Dear y/n,
I know what I did to you was the worst thing someone could ever possibly do. I'm truly, deeply sorry I hurt you. You don't understand how terrible I feel for doing that to you. I never meant for any of this to happen. But please, hear me out.I am nonstop thinking about you, darling. Ever since you left, you're the only one who's been on my mind. I miss you like crazy. Every night, I'm up wide awake thinking about you. What I should have done to show you how much I really love you. I still do. And I'll never stop.
You will probably not read this letter I am sending or not even open it. It took me a long time to find the right words and to find the courage to send this. I know you hate me and will never forgive me. But I am truly sorry for everything I did. I really am.
I can't even forgive myself for what I did to you. I just wish you'd give me another chance to prove how much you really mean to me and how much I'm in love with you.
I miss you more than anything. I'm a mess without you. No one is as amazing as you are.
I have trouble sleeping because when I do, I dream of you and I. All the amazing memories we shared together, all come back to me. And it makes me realize you were the one all along. You are the one I love. You will always be the one I love, darling.
I remember on our three year anniversary, when I took you on that picnic in the big open field. You thought it was mind blowing with all the beautiful lights hanging around the trees at night and we laid under the stars.
I told you how much you mean to me. How madly in love I am with you. That was all true. Each day everything gets harder for me.
Harder for me not being able to hold you in my arms anymore. Not being able to wake up next to you. Not being able to shower you with kisses. Not being able to share moments with you anymore.
I want that all to change. I need that to change. Please give me another chance. I won't ever hurt you again. I'll always be there for you. I will. Please. I miss you so fucking much, baby girl. I love you. Forever and always.
-Shawn Mendes
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HEYYYYYYYY ANOTHA UPDATE WOOOOHOOOOOO
so hope y'all enjoy dis one. I'm working on a few other projects. let me know if you wanna see what I'm working on.
ALSO IF YOU WANT A REQUEST IMAGINE JUST PLEASE MESSAGE ME !! I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOUR REQUEST IF ITS IN THE COMMENTS OF ONE OF MY IMAGINES ! MESSAGE ME IF YOU REALLY WANT ONE !!
-maya
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𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒
Fanfiction𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 | a book filled with imagines of Shawn Mendes published: december 2016 completed: august 2019 UNDER CONSTRUCTION.