𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

miscarriage

SHAWN MENDES IMAGINES
→ miscarriage ←

I woke up in the middle of the name, screaming in agony. I sat up, clutching my stomach trying to make it stop.

"Baby, shhh it's okay. Take a deep breath." Shawn said softly, rubbing my back. None of us knew what was happening.

I tried to take a deep breath but it hurt to bad I felt it through my stomach up into my throat. Tears continued to spill from my eyes.

The pain was unbearable. It felt as if someone were repeatedly stabbing me from the inside out.

"Alright. We need to go to the hospital." Shawn said in fear. Even though I was in the most pain, I think he was in the most fear. I just hope our baby is okay.

Shawn carefully picked me up, not wanting to hurt me anymore than I already am. He gently laid me down in the back seat of his car and quickly hopped into the drivers seat, speeding to the hospital.

Soon the car came to a stop and Shawn jumped out, screaming for help. Nurses came out with a stretcher and Shawn helped them lay me down gently.

I rolled on my side, curled up into a ball and still cried in pain. I could hear Shawn tell them in a shaky voice what was going on. 

The nurses and doctors rushed me into a room but didn't allow Shawn in the room with me. Before they closed the curtains around me, Shawn mouthed 'I love you' and walked back to the waiting room.

"All right sweetheart, we are going to run a few tests to make sure everything else is okay." One of the nurses spoke, lifting up my shirt and placed a cold gel on my stomach to run an ultrasound.

A few minutes later looking at the monitor, her facial expression fell and it looked like she had seen a ghost.

"Doctor, can you come look at this?" She called for the doctor.

My heart began to race and my palms started to become sweaty. The doctor came over and looked up to the monitor. His eyebrows knitted together and wrote some things down on his clipboard.

"W-what's going on?" I asked.

"Bring in her boyfriend. They both would wanna hear this." The doctor told the nurse and she nodded and walked into the waiting area.

"As soon as your boyfriend comes in we will do another test and we will tell you what's going on." The doctor informed me.

Shawn walked in and rushed over to my side, taking my hand in his.

What felt like hours of waiting and running another test, the doctor came back to tell us the news.

"I'm so sorry but you've lost the baby." He told us sympathetically.

I held a cry in my throat and looked over at Shawn who sat there, tears dripping from his eyes.

"I'll let you to be for a few minutes."

Shawn looked over at me and squeezed my hand. "It's okay. We will be fine. We can try again, we can do this." He whispered.

I broke down sobbing and Shawn laid down with me in the hospital bed and held my trembling body in his arms.

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Thanks for over 800 reads !! Hope yall like this even tho it sucks but I'm trying to write a cute one and I'm cringing because idk how to write cute cliche type of stories lmao