Words of the Broken and the Lover

How Love Works (Based Upon a One Sided Love)

Written on June 16, 2016

I never knew how does romantic love works
because no one ever loved me back
And I could only define it base on my past one sided love
Love has always been so perplex yet it brings out the greatest joy

How does it works? How does it feels?
It's when your wounds heal and scars are concealed
It's when the black hole is covered and cold waters turn warm
It's when your heart doesn't need to hide

It's how cold the wind maybe at the sea side
and it still feels warm and refreshing
It's when you're alone at night but the stars and the moon still look romantic
It's when something ruined the moment yet can still look so perfect, like it was magic

It's when you don't fear rollercoaster rides
it's the feeling of how you still love the slides
It's like the feeling of gliding on the air without any care
It's the feeling when there's nothing to bear

Nothing to be burdened about
Nothing to doubt about
Nothing to be beat out about
because everything is sorted out

It's when you let go of your limits and you let yourself grow
Even before you knew it you start to glow
Everything flows so smoothly, so gracious and great
But then slowly you go back from below...where everything started

The cover of the black hole starts to crack
The scars start to show and wounds starts to grow, wider and deeper
The night becomes dark and lonely
The warm waters are starting to get cold

And now you start to fear heights to the point you wanted to hide
You start to measure every move and you're being careful than ever
You shiver, you sweat, you fear at the thought of treasure, at the thought of ember
and lastly at the thought of forever

Because at the very first to the middle you thought everything is fine and perfect only to realize that all of it is just a lie, a hoax, a make believe and especially just your feelings.