20 days (Eremika)

Day 11 -Not enough-

Mikasa's POV

I thought about the days I had left as I laid in my bed.

I had 3 days left and my 14 days would be over.

I felt the pain and sadness that built up inside me as tears welled up in my eyes.

I would leave this world with so much people I love and things I don't want to leave behind.

The thought made my chest ache and eyes burn. I gulped a bit and twisted around in my bed hardly moving.

I hated the thought that in a few short days I would be gone.

Should I tell Eren about this? would he pull through?

This was so STRESSFUL!

I liked it better when I never had love in my life and met these amazing people that are called my friends

But...I wanted my miracle and got it. I wish I could take it back! all back I don't want Eren to go through the pain of loosing someone he loved so much. It would break my heart and I couldn't bare it.

I felt the tears sting in my eyes as the door opened and I looked up as my eyes widened seeing Eren before me.

I missed him so much I was about to cry

I was so confused of myself. Do I want to forget the days I've had with him? or should I come clean and spill everything?

"Hey my little baby how is everything?" he asked as I wiped my tears

"I'm fine thanks for asking" I say as he sits down beside me

We both look at each other for a while with silence passing between us. "U-um Eren" I finally spoke up as his emerald eyes lock on mine. "hm?" he asked not taking his eyes off me

"You know I-" "Hey Mikasa guess what I have for you" he interrupted me as I sighed lowly to myself

"Hold on I'll be right back" he says and leaves.

I sighed louder when he left.

I finally had the courage to tell him I was going to die and he left to get me something

What if I'm not happy about what he would get me?

I'm to depress to even feel happy right now

"I'm back" I hear Eren say as he held a box in his hands and put it down next to me.

"I'm sure you would love your gift I got you" he says as he opens it.

"You didn't have to get me anything" I say

"So what your my girlfriend I do anything I think you'll like"

I sighed softly once again.

Why did he say that. I feel bad now

I was interrupted when I heard a little bark.

I quickly looked ahead and something wet hit my face.

I heard Eren chuckle as I saw a pup in my face.

But it wasn't just any pup

It was the one from the shelter that I have always wanted to keep!

Suddenly I forgot all my problems

I held the dog gracefully in my hands and looked at Eren with a huge smile on my face.

"I can't believe you got her!" I said happily.

"Mhm just for you and since no dogs are allowed in the hospital I can keep her for you" he says

"That would be nice Eren thanks!" I say as he bent down and kissed my forehead

"I've always wanted a pet" I say rubbing the Yorke's fur.

"Hey baby since we can't have kids I decided this be our first one?" He asked looking at me.

I nodded. It was a great idea.

"What you wanna name her?" I ask

"I want to name it something similar to your name like Mika or something" I say

"Mika?" I say as he nodded

Mika wasn't half bad.

"Why don't we call her Eremika?" She asked.

"Hm?" Eren asked confused.

"A mash of our names" I tell him.

"Call her Eremika I'm sticking with Mika as her Nick name" he says placing a kiss on my cheek

"Thanks Eren for giving us a dog" I say handing her back to him.

"Anything for you babe but why weren't you in school yesterday?" He asked.

Then the memory came back

It was awful!

All I did was turn away.

"I wasn't feeling well but tomorrow I promise I'll go" I say

Hopefully I go.

"Thanks Mikasa everybody misses you" he say as he puts the puppy back in the box

I took a deep breath.

Should I tell him?

Maybe I should and some good will come afterwards it.

And if I don't he will break down.

"Eren" I say when he was bout to leave.

"Yes?" He asked.

"I think we need to talk"