Just Hold On Were Going Home

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Clarke's POV
*2 1/2 months pregnant*
Tick. Tick. Tick. Tick.

The clock on the wall goes as I lay-there hands tied behind my back- on a dirty mattress. I don't know how long it's been. Maybe 1 or 2 weeks, but I do know it feels like an eternity. Just thinking about what has happened makes me want to cry all over again.

*Flashback*
"Come on, Clarke. You know you still love me." Finn whispers in my ear as I stay tied to that chair

My "Birth Mother" had just left the room a couple of minutes ago and now it's just Finn and I in a room.

"Kiss my ass." I say

"Oh, just as much as a hard ass as before. Oh, how much I missed you Clarke." He says moving a piece of my blonde hair out of my face

He kisses my neck and I just close my eyes. Trying so hard not to think about anything. My only thoughts go to Bellamy, Lincoln, and Octavia. This has happened before and in the end I got lucky, but what about this time? What's gonna happen to me this time?

"Please stop." I say as he keeps kissing me

"Why? I haven't had my fun yet."

"Just stop Finn! You ruined your chances with me a long time ago. I'm married now. You have to stop." I say as tears start to fill my eyes

"What's Bellamy gonna do for you. He's a low life and only cares about himself. What's gonna happen when your baby comes Clarke? He'll just leave you." Finn says putting his hand on my stomach

I can't smack it away. All I want is to get out of here.

"I will be here for you Clarke. Every step of the way." He says rubbing my cheek with his thumb

I spit in his face.

"You're gonna pay for that." He says and hits me 10x harder than before

I just want this to be over, but who knows when I'm gonna get out of here. Never?

*End of Flashback*

I have a split lip because of him hitting me. The only person who comes to see me is Finn. Everyday at the exact same time. As much as I hate it I've gotten used to it by now. I just keep my mouth shut and nothing bad happens.

The time is ticking away slower and slower each day and I just want it to be over. I want to be strong for my brother, Bellamy, O, and my baby, but I just can't do it anymore. I just want to go home and be safe in Bell's arms.

I can't sleep and I'm exhausted. All I focus on is that clock ticking in the background. It never stops. It's on end. I just want to break it to pieces. I hear the door unlock and I turn towards the wall.

"Hey pretty girl. Someone else wants to talk to you today." Finn says placing a chair in the center of the room and walking me too it

I just stare at the wall and I hear him walk out and I hear heels walking closer and closer to me. The door shuts and someone stands in front of me.

"Hello Clarke." The same woman with brown hair and red dress stands in front of me the woman who told me was my birth mother

I just stay quiet and don't say a word.

"I'm sorry about Finn's behavior, but he can't help it. I'm sorry to just come out blunt and tell you that I'm your birth mother, but I needed to tell you." She says untying my hands

I let my hands fall to my side and still just stare at the blank wall.

"You and Lincoln were my top priority, but a lot of things happened and I needed help. Would you like to know the story?" She asks me

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