I laugh as Harry tries to tell another knock-knock joke. He has said three already and this is the first one that actually makes sense. I finish Zayns hair and do the last person, Niall. I am only touching their hair up, and putting a slight bit of make-up on all of them. They are going on in a few minutes and I cannot wait to see them perform. I haven't been able to see it in a few weeks and that was my favorite part of going on tour with them.
Niall smiles at me softly before sitting down in the chair in front of me. I move him down a little, him being pretty tall and me short. Even with these tall heels he is still taller. I move closer and his knees tap my thighs. The little tingles that shoot through me makes my cheeks heat up. I shake it off and walk over to the table to grab a comb and hairspray.
My hands move to cover his eyes and I feel his eyelashes brush against my hand as he flutters his eyes closed. I spray the top a bit before running the comb through. I do that same thing a few more times before I move back, my legs no longer touching his. I feel his eyes on me as I set everything down. He sits up and starts to stand before I push his chest down. He sits back down with a questioning look and I quickly pull my hand off his hard chest.
"Let me fix the sides," I use my fingers to slowly move the shaved sides flatter. His eyes stay on my face and I become a little self conscious for some reason.
"Thanks," He whispers as I stand back again. I can no longer smell the scent of him as I walk away and sit on the small couch. It disappoints me a little that he hasn't like begged me to come back to him. I know life isn't like a movie, but I don't even know anymore. I'm not sure if I can even trust him right this moment.
"Kate," Niall sighs and takes a seat next to me. He keeps his distance as he takes my hands in his. I don't pull away as he motions for the boys to quit staring. They turn around, but I know they are eavesdropping. "I know you are mad at me, and I completely understand why. I just wish you wouldn't be so guarded and tense around me."
I hear how sorry he is in his voice. I know he is sorry, but I can't just forgive him all together only two weeks after I find out he cheated on me. I don't know if I can fully trust him for a while. "Niall, I am going to be completely honest with you," He looks down at our intertwined hands and nods slowly. "I am not going to be able to forgive you so easily, I hope you know that," He nods again and my eyes water a little. "But I am willing to try, but we have to at least try to be friends again first."
He looks up at me with the biggest smile before pulling me in for a hug. He hugs me tightly, not wanting to let go. I hear Liam say, "Finally" Before Harry cheers and I giggle.
"Friends," Niall whispered into my ear before saying the last words. "I will make you love me again." Then he is off on the stage.
***********************************************************************************************************
I step into my LA loft hotel thing and take off my shoes. I didn't really feel like going to the after party and I know the boys aren't going so it won't be fun anyways. I walk into my room and slip off my dress before throwing on a t-shirt. I look through my draw and see I have like four of Nialls. I throw on one, just not caring anymore. It's white and you can see right through it, but I am living in this loft alone right now so I am fine. I think about putting on a bra but decide not to. I slip on a pair of leggings before throwing my curls into a ponytail and taking off all of my make-up. When it all comes off I just look tired. So, so tired. I haven't slept much at all. I am luck if I get five hours of sleep.
I have been working at a modeling studio and do make-up and hair for models photo shoots. That isn't all week though so I have a lot of free time, it pays very very well though. I have enough money and I already had a whole lot, so I am staying in a loft all by myself. It's quite cozy in the day time but at night it is gloomy and empty.
YOU ARE READING
Better Me- Niall Horan Fan Fiction
FanfictionWhen Kate winslow moves back into her home town, she didn't think she would have nothing. She didn't think she wouldn't have her parents to help. She didn't think she would have to live with a guy she doesn't even know, But almost knows too much ab...