All That Matters

Chapter 34

Darsey's pov:

Alright I'm just going to go back home now, I guess? I can't go back to Niall's. Not after they found me kissing Harry after I had done so well blocking him out. if only I had some girl friends to hang out with but the only girl friend I had was Dani but she moved years ago and only visits every once in a while. I guess I have a few besides her but none close enough to help me figure things out.

I can't believe Louis' only been gone for one day. it feels like a lot longer then that.

What's Louis going to do when he heard what just happened? he's going to be so pissed off at me and Harry. Why do I have to screw everything up? I'm so dumb. Why couldn't I just have resisted Harry? I should have just said no and shut him down.

But I cant. I can't resist him and it kills me. For some reason I am attracted to him like a moth to light. Even if this whole thing is just him messing with me; I can't bear the time when we are apart. But I don't think I can forgive him until he makes me believe that he actually likes me and isn't doing this out of boredom. I'm snapped out of my thoughts when my phone rings. My heart races at the thought that it might be Harry, but I scold myself for letting that foolish idea seep into mind.

It's just my mother.

"Hello?" I answer, confused on why she called so randomly.

"Hello Darsey." she replies in her formal tone. "How are things going? I haven't heard from you in a while."

"Good," I reply shortly, realizing that she knew nothing of Harry.

"Just... good? Explain more." she tries to make conversation.

"Well, Louis is out of town with his team and I've been hanging out with Niall, Zayn, Liam, and Harry lately."

"Harry? Who's that?" she asks.

"My- er... boyfriend, kind of."

"Boyfriend?"

"Yes,"

"Well we'll have to meet him." she says, referring to my father and her, although I don't think she'll be pleased when she sees the tattooed bad boy that I've been dating.

"Yeah, sometime." I say.

"Well, it was nice talking to you, dear." she says.

"Yeah." I say shortly, not used to conversing with my mother so randomly.

"Bye!" she says before hanging up. I hang up as well right as I pull into the garage. I get out and walk into my house, realizing how I missed Louis already. I miss him and he's only been gone a day. But it's not the same way I miss Harry. It's not as painful. Why do I relate everything back to him? Gosh, I need help. I just need someone I can work this out with. Someone to tell me that I'm crazy because I'm considering driving to Niall's house and making out with Harry again.

(Sorry guys my chapters have been a little short lately! I'll try and lengthen them a little more. thanks for helping me reach my goal and I can not believe the amount of reads I have. I love you all tons and I just want to say a massive thank you to all of you that spread the word. keep doing what you're doing! ily💕 xx)