Sterek one shots

~Loving Hard~1

Stiles POV

I wonder if it will always be like this. If he will always hate me like he does. He hasn't said anything about it but, I know he's still thinking about it. I did it for him and my friends. I sacrificed my life yet again to help him. Why can't he just understand that? Why does he always have to find the worst in everything I do? God knows I hate that. I love him, I do... he obviously doesn't know that. It makes me feel so stupid but there's just something about him that makes me love him even though he hates me. He hates me and he could never love me. Yet and still I find myself trying to be a super human for him being at his beckoned call, wanting to find out what's wrong with me for him. I would do almost anything for him... that's why I did what I did. By the way my friends are all werewolves a pack of werewolves. This guy I've been talking about is a werewolf and the alpha of said pack. An alpha is like the head dog or the leader his name is Derek Hale has a very nice ring to it doesn't yeah I know it sounds like the angels put his name right on him knowing he would be destined to be amazing...anyways my friends are like I said in this pack, so its my best friend Scott, his girlfriend Allison, her best friend Lydia, her boyfriend Jackson. Then there's Danny and Liam they are best friends and then there's Isaac he's Derek's favorite also his best friend. Then there's Boyd and Erica and then there's me the only human is this pack of werewolves. My name is Stiles Stilinksi. Your coming in at the middle of things, a very bad spot, how about I just start this all over from where it begins to matter. November 1st here we go.

" Look you can't just keep me here Derek, I'm not defenseless, I can help." he just looked at me so I continued. "I know how to shoot guns, arrows, I know how to run, I know how to work a knife, I know how to fight, look I can help you guys Derek." He sighed and just looked at me like I didn't just say what I said. "I know you can Stiles, I know exactly what you can do." he came like an inch away from my face and continued. "But I know what you can't do, and I don't want you to get hurt, you can run and shoot and all that great, but you can't get shot and stand back up and keep fighting." he was talking in a very hot tone he was looking me right in my eyes and just when I thought he was getting romantic he shot his head back. "Besides I can't let you get hurt, your friends would pin it all on me and I don't want them to turn on me because you want to be spider man so no." He just had to say that didn't he. God I hate that sometimes. I took a deep breath and cleared my throat. "I understand that, but you won't let me die and neither would they so I'm fine." I said. " No you're not, I'm not going to be babysitting you and neither will they. I'm the Alpha what I say goes. Your staying here you're a human stick with that." "oh so being a said "Alpha" makes you all knowing and stuff, I'm human remember YOUR NOT MY ALPHA DEREK I'M NOT ONE OF YOUR PUPS THAT YOU CAN BOSS AROUND I WANT TO HELP I WANT TO BE IN THE ACTION NO MATTER THE COST EVEN IF THAT MEANS MY LIFE." I yelled. He glared at me he took an inch towards me his glare reaching my core. " Stiles this conversation is done I don't want to hear anything else about it your staying here and that's final." He clinched his teeth with the last few words and with that he walked to the rest of the pack who I know heard everything that was said. " I hate him so much sometimes." I mumbled. "I heard that Stiles." he said. I just rolled my eyes grabbed my things and left. As I was going down the porch I heard Scott. "Stiles, Stiles wait a second." He said grabbing my arm I pulled away from him. "What?" I said to him angrily, "obviously I'm not needed so why stay in a place I'm not needed." "Derek is just a little worked up. We don't want you to get hurt you're the only one who might not heal because you're you know human the only one in our pack." "That's no excuse I am highly capable of taking care of myself and after all these times I helped you guys I thought you guys would see that but whatever." I still didn't care. "Just come back so you at least know they're plan if we need you." Scott said. " No, I'm not staying, I'm going home." I walked to my car. "Stiles come on you already know how Derek gets." I pulled off and started home. When I got home my dad wasn't home working late as always. I just went straight up to my room. I fell onto my bed. "ugh why me." I screamed into my pillow. I looked up at the ceiling blankly thinking: