Lost without him pt 2

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"Really..." She said. "Him." I looked at her like what are you talking about. "Him? What are you talking about him who." I said. She turned around with tears in her eyes. "Don't act stupid you and Derek how could you just leave me because of him and then flaunt him in front of me." I looked at her. "I'm not with Derek Kira, I'm not even gay." She scoffed. "Right so all of that flirting and stuff what was that." "We were not flirting." "Why are you lying Stiles I thought you respected me enough to not lie to me." "I'm not lying." She stopped and turned around back towards the window. "Why did you break up with me." She asked. I didn't answer. "Stiles why did you break up with me." I looked down. "Exactly because of Derek." We were quiet at first or at least quieter than right at this second. "STILES YOU BROKE UP WITH ME BECAUSE OF DEREK DIDN'T YOU." She asked. "No I didn't." She looked at me with a face full of pain and heartbreak and anger and for some reason it annoyed me to a higher extent of annoyed. "YOU LOVE HIM DON'T YOU THIS IS ALL SO CLEAR NOW." She said I started to get angry now. "I'M NOT GAY KIRA FOR GOD SAKES IF ANYONE KNEW THAT I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE YOU. YOU ARE SO GODDAMN INSECURE THATS WHY I BROKE UP WITH YOUR WORTHLESS SELF...FIRST YOU THOUGHT I LIKED ALLISON THEN FUCKING ERICA THEN LYDIA AND NOW A GUY DEREK. I BROKE UP WITH YOU FOR ONE REASON. I DIDN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE ELSE. IT WAS ME STILES S-T-I-L-E-S ME MY OWN PERSON. AND EVEN IF I DID FOR SOME STUPID REASON LIKE OR LOVE HIM WHICH I DON'T IT WOULDN'T MATTER BECAUSE HE WOULDN'T LOVE ME BACK AND IT SURE AS HELL WOULDN'T BE YOIR BUSINESS TO GO SCREAM PLACES." I said. I didn't realize how I loud I said it until there was utter silence from in the dining room too. Her face was mixed of all different emotions. "Kira I'm sor-" I started she stopped me. "I hope your happy." She said then she mumbled. "With Derek." She said and ran out the door. "KIRA IM SOR-....sorry....FUCK." I said. I stood there for a while I walked back into the dining area. When I looked up everyone was looking at me. Scott Derek and my dad started to get up. "Do you want to talk." Melis- mom said. "I'm fine...I got to go see you guys...whenever." I said I grabbed my stuff and left out. When I got to my car I waited for awhile. It was like five minutes and then you could see people leaving out of my dads house. I started home. When I got there I left the door unlocked because I knew 'him' would be here. A few minutes after I sat down and stared at the blank tv there was a knock on my door.. "It's open." I said. The door opened, which who I'm guessing was Derek, he closed and locked the door. He sat down next to me. "Do you want to talk stiles." He asked. "About what." I said. I wasn't looking at him so he pulled my chin up to him. "Whatever you feel like." He said. I moved my head down "I'm so stupid...I didn't mean any of the things that I said and now I look like a complete jerk." He laughed. I glared at him, "What's so funny." I said. "Nothing." he said trying to keep a straight face and failing. I still was glaring at him. "What is it." I said. "Fine fine fine. It's just that after you left Lydia kept asking me questions and then she asked where was I staying for the moment and I said with you and that earned me a few looks. And then you started yelling about what you were yelling about and everyone's head shot at me. So of course Isaac had to be the one. He said 'bro are you and stiles dating.' I laughed and said nah but I dint think I was convincing enough." I looked at him "what do you mean." I said. He started to blush, "before I left I never would have thought of you any other way other than stiles. But after I left all I could think about was you saying that you loved me and if I'm completely honest it doesn't feel all that weird to hear it." He said. I guess I looked a little shocked because he blushed more. "I guess what I'm trying to say is that I feel for you too. In all your weirdness I find you attractive and I have never felt this way about a guy...or anyone before." "Derek this really bad tim-." I started. "I know but you told me how you were after I left well to be honest after seeing the new sights and people and eating new foods and simply getting away from the shackles of beacon hills, I wanted home. I didn't want home for beacon hills I wanted home for you because with you I feel at home. In the hotel that I stayed in felt so cold. I too was pent up in that place. I sent you the jacket as a warning of me coming back...I guess I should have said something to you." He paused. I started. "Wait so what happened that made you fall into my door step." I asked he looked at me and then made and oh yea face. "Long story." He said. I didn't force it. He looked at me and moved in closer he lifted my chin with his fingers. He leaned in, our lips brushed past each other's. I turned away and looked towards the ground. "So...Kira" he said, "you still like her or something." "I- no I don't it's just I feel really bad." I said. I stood up and started pacing. He stood up too and held me still. "Worry about her tomorrow." He said and he held me. "Do you want me to talk to her." Derek said. I pulled out of his grip. "No no not at all." I said. He smirked. "Fine." He said. I turned around and started towards my room. "Stiles don't hate me for this." I heard Derek say. I started to say what but then i felt myself being lifted off the ground. I screamed. "What the hell." I said. "I wanted to pick up my prince." He said still walking to my room. "Well put me down." I said. He did still laughing. "How fast are you." I said. "Why." he said. "Because of this." I said as I smacked his ass and ran towards my room. I got to the door when I heard him say, "oh stiles your gonna pay for that."

A/N so this is part two....might just make this into its own if I feel like it. There will be a third part where stiles talks to Kira. Also I know that Kira and stiles weren't together and they would look absolutely terrible together I wanted it this way. Anyways yeah I hope you guys enjoy this. Yea it might take me a while to write the third part I have sooooo many books to read lol but yea like vote comment share

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