Paint Swatch Poems

Poem #14// Ignoring

Is it your goal?
To try and destroy me
By walking with her?
To dangle it in my face,
And hope I'll admit I was wrong?

Is it my fault?
That I'm not talking to you
When you're the one ignoring me?
To pin it in my actions,
And come back to you?

Is it right of you?
To tell me you still care
But don't ever show it?
To not answer me at all,
And expect me to still give you time?

Is it wrong of me?
To think you are a liar
When you did it to my face?
to later find out your words were empty,
And want me to believe them?

Is it your idea?
That we can't be friends anymore
Only because our relationship failed?
To hear you never want to talk again,
And think that I still care?

Is it completely mad?
That I've already moved on
To try and forget what we once had?
Only because you don't want it anymore,
And I'm giving you what you want?

Is it my fault?
That if you ever come back
I won't take you in again?
To understand you won't accept me,
And think that I would still accept you?

Is it your lack of understanding?
That you didn't communicate with me,
To then make it feel like it's my fault?
Do you want me to let you in again,
After you say we can make it again,
When you were the one who pushed me away?
~a.k.