I didn't sleepwell. I climbed out of the bed and changed into my swimsuit, A red one piece for today. Still fits perfect on me. I put a black dress above my swimsuit, that reach my thigh. It's only five in the morning so i decided to make a breakfast. Before going down to the kitchen, I saw Jason's phone is ringing. At first i don't give attention to that, but when it rings again i reach for it and answer it without looking at the caller id.
"Hello?"
"Oh hi! Is Jason there?" A girl's voice responded me
"Yes. His sleeping. Who's this?" I asked.
"Georgia. His girlfriend." My heart sank. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say to her. I want to wake up Jason and punch him on the face.
"Ohh yea. Any message for him? It's Steph by the way, his... Sister." I lied
"Just told him that i call. Thanks Steph." Then she hung up.
I get my floral bag which consists of my gadgets. I leave his things there at the table. I'm not going to sleep with him again. I'm not going to kiss him again, I told to myself. I am so hurt, even if we're not in a relationship. He means a lot to me and i'm falling for him now. I quickly go down to the kitchen. I made breakfast for six. I ate alone because they were still sleeping. I washed the dishes and walked out of the cottage then start going to the beach. The sun is rising. I know it will not be a good day for me. I sat on the beach chair and get my ipad. I posted a status at my account.
What a beautiful start for today. If you love someone, don't hurt her or cheat on her. Oh oh! There's no love right? Lust? Maybe. I don't know. Haha. Anyway Have good day ahead everyone :) -- Stephanie Lim
Browsing the net, i go to Jason's profile. Checking it through, Yes. He do have a girlfriend before. Upon checking his timeline, his single on his status now. Why didn't i know that? Georgia Andrews. I feel so sick with what i am seeing. Their pictures together, kissing each others lips. I want to drown myself at the water, then never get up. I locked my ipad then run to the water. I cried, cried for being hurt again. I want to go home now. I kept myself wet, so if they go here they wont notice that im crying. I gave up my first kiss. First kiss on him. I smiled on that thought, but faded soon. Im still crying. I don't know for how long but i feel so sick. Feeling that i want to die, because someone hurt me again. I stayed at the water for hours. I didn't know how many hours i spent in the water. I really don't know! Until i saw Pauleen walking towards the beach and i quickly get up and run to her.
"What's wrong Sissy?" She said to me as I hugged her . She accepts the hug even though i'm wet.
"I just want to go home." I started crying on her shoulder. She let me cry and as i stopped crying she releases me from the hug.
"We will go home if you wanted to go home. I will wake up the others and make an excuse about going home today. Tell me the story if you're ready. Pack your things now, i will go with you." Pauleen said. This is Pauleen, if i have problems, she was a shoulder to cry on. She puts my robe around me.
We walked back to the cottage. As we reach the living room they are all there, including Jason. As we approached them, Pauleen talked.
"Guys there's an emergency that Steph needs to go. She's leaving today." Pauleen said. Everyone just stared at us
"What was that Sissy?" Joyce asked while yawning
"Hmmm. A personal family problem. I can't discuss with you guys. I'm sorry. You can stay here until tomorrow if you want. Besides the driver will be here soon to pick me up." I simply said
"Come on now. Your tears are starting to fall." Pauleen whispered to my ears. We go to my room and we started to pack everything in my bag.
"Check your things Sis. I don't know if i forgot to put some of your things in your bag." I nodded.
We're done packing and i started to change my clothes, until someone knock on the door.
"Sis it may be Jason, is it okay?" Pauleen asked
"Yes. Sis is it okay if you bring my bag down stairs?" She nodded and made her way to the door.
"Baby.." Jason said as he entered the room
"My name is Steph, not baby." I angrily said. I'm mad at him. I don't want to deal with him.
"I know. I'm sorry. Steph, why are you going home? Is it because of last-" I cut him off
"No no no no." Raising my both hands
"A personal family problems happened so i need to go home." He nodded
"Do you want me to go with you?" He asked. My tears our starting to fall but i quickly wiped it
"No i'm good, just stay here." He nodded.
"Anything you want to say?" I asked as i get up from the couch
"Take care and just contact me if anything happen." I nodded and made my way to the door. Upon opening the door i turn to him again.
"Oh before i forgot, your girlfriend called your phone a while ago, she asked me if you can call her if you're awake." He looked so shocked with what i said.
"Don't worry i didn't tell her that i'm the one that you're courting. I told her that i'm your sister." I winked at him and shut the door. I quickly made my goodbye to everyone at the living room and told them to meet me if they are home. I rushed to the car and told my driver to start driving.
