To love you ..

First Day

I was so nervous for my little girl's first day on school. I can't stay on one position, because of this. She's going on her prep one. I'm too excited when i enrolled her at the preparatory school. She'll be attending an eight o' clock am classes up to twelve noon. Her ballet classes was every saturday so it can't affect her school, while her modelling, it will only be held if i agreed on them again.

"Look at my princess." I was holding her hand, hopping going to the living room. She's wearing her uniform, a red and white checkered onesie with that school black shoes. I bought her school bag and it's customized. I even ordered it from other country just for this Little mermaid shaped bag. She's really spoiled on us.

"Ohh my gosh. My baby Ali was a grown up now." Lucy shook her head, placing her hands on her mouth. I put Alistaire on the couch and sat beside her. Believe me, Alistaire was excited about going to school. She can't sleep last night. She always asked me like, "what is school?", "who are the people there?". I explained everything to her so that she can understand things easily.

"Mommy, you will stay there with me?" Alistaire whispered beside me. I'm having my morning sickness since i woke up a while ago. After that check up to Dra. Harp, i waited for my morning sickness, cause i know i'm a sensitive one about this pregnancy. Of all the days and after two weeks of waiting, i feel terrible today.

"Yes. Mommy will stay outside your school. Lea will go with us and Daddy will be there." I need to make her feel that i'm okay. I don't want to ruin her first day on her school. I didn't tell Jason that i'm having this sickness, for sure he will not let me go to Alistaire's school.

"Steph, i'll be going now. I have meeting today." Lucy got up from the couch, placing kisses on us. Since our company merged, many investors from different country wants to invest on our company. It's good that our hotels and malls were on the top. I'm really excited and nervous about us, taking over the company.

"Alistaire, be good at school." Alistaire nodded and waved at Lucy. We remained sitting on the couch, waiting for my fiancè. I fixed Alistaire's hair and her uniform. I'm so nervous on her first day.

"Stephanie, let's go now." I heard Jason shouted. Alistaire quickly get up from the couch and run towards her Daddy, while i slowly get up because i'm feeling dizzy. I walked towards them rubbing my little tummy.

We all settled inside the car. I'm fighting the sickness that i am feeling. I closed my eyes, breathing heavily with this sweaty palm. I feel like throwing up. The rest of the drive, i was silent. Jason and Alistaire was sharing their sweet words, while i rubbed my tummy.

As we reached her school, i quickly get out of the car. I put on my sunnies, because the sun was striking hard. Some of the parents that was waiting outside looked at me. What's up with the look guys? Yea, i remember, i'm from a well known family, we are actually. Lea jumped out of the car with Alistaire on her arms.

"Baby.." I softly said as i saw him get out of the car. Jason quickly go on my side wrapping me on his arms.

"I know you're having your sickness. You want to stay on the car?" I shook my head. I loose myself from his hold then stand in front of my little one.

"Be good and listen to your teacher. Alright?" Alistaire nodded then wiggle her body, a cue that she don't want to be carried anymore.

"Good Morning Miss Lim." I shifted my look to the one that talked, seeing the teacher of Alistaire, Mrs. Scott.

"Good Morning Mrs. Scott." I offered my right hand for a shake hands and she quickly accept it. It's really a benefit that you are from a well known family.

"Hi Alistaire. Ready for your first day?" Mrs. Scott giggly said. Mrs. Scott was Sandy's former teacher. She has a family and good at teaching.

"Yes!" Alistaire clapped. Mrs. Scott holds Alistaire hands. Well, looks like my little girl will enjoy her day. Some of the kids around her was waving their hands on her. She just gave them a nice smile and a wave also.

"Honey, be good. Lea will stay there." I pointed to the bench where other parents and guardians was waiting. I bend to reach her level.

"Hmmm.. Mommy, you, where will you stay? Daddy?" She looked at us both and i got up from my bending position.

"Mommy needs rest princess. Her tummy was aching a little." Jason drape his arm on my shoulder. Alistaire loose her hold from Mrs. Scott then moved closer to us.

"You will fetch me later Daddy huh? I love you baby." She kissed my tummy, rubbing it lightly. I touch her face then bend again. Ohh sickness.

"You go with Mrs. Scott now. I love you." I kissed her lips. She nodded and waved at us. Mrs. Scott bid her goodbye at us while holding my daughter's hand. Alistaire was looking at us over her shoulder, smiling. We just waved at her and gave her a smile too.

"Lea, we'll be back before her class ends. Call me if you need anything. Have some snacks." I pulled out some cash from my wallet and handed it to her. She thanked me and walked towards the bench. I jumped inside the car as Jason open the door. Ohh! I want to throw up.

"Where do you want to go?" Jason buckle his seatbelt, pulling out from the driveway. Ohh, little one, sickness again.

"I want pizza baby." I smiled, putting my hand on his thigh. He squeezed it then kiss the back of it. Pizza. Pizza. Pizza. I want that right now. I hate it, my diet will be ruined again.

"What else? We can buy everything you want." He laughed. Advantage of having a rich fiancè? He can buy everything in just a snap. Even having a rich family was really an advantage too. We drive along the main road, it's just some few blocks away from Alistaire's school.

"Just that. By the way, don't you have a meeting today? You told me last night that you'll be meeting someone." I seriously said. We are now parking at the space in front of the pizza shop. Early cravings for pizzas.

"I'll be meeting them later. You will go with me." He unbuckle his seatbelt and did the same to me, before i get to unbuckle it. I touch both side of his face as he bend on my side, then peck a kiss on his lips.

"I love you so much." Pecking a kiss on his lips again. Nine months with him seems to be the best part of my life. We fight but we always fixed that quickly. We're too matured now with everything. He never failed to make my mornings the best one, even our nights was still filled with happiness.

"I love you more. You sure you want pizza?" He grinned, know what that means. I nodded then jumped out of the car. We quickly go inside the pizza shop.

"Ohh. I wish princess is here." I said as i passed on the smoothies section on the food menu. I remember my little girl, she loves smoothies, like me.

"Let's buy her some stuffs later. I hope she's doing well." Jason put his hand on my thigh. Why am i wearing a shorts today? I don't want him to rub my flesh, i'm getting weak.

Jason decided to order a pizza. Variety of flavors on one pizza and two smoothies for both of us. I feel like throwing up but i need to keep it first. I'm too craving for this.

"Baby. Can you remove the onion?" I hold the slice of pizza as i'm pointing him the onions. He quickly do what i asked to do. It smells so gross, gosh!

"No onions from now on." He laughed. His listing all of the food and things that i don't like. His saving it to his phone, which is, he classified it as it can help him.

"I don't like to eat now." I pouted. I looked around the pizza shop and seems like nothing caught my eye. The red and white motif, the crew with their aprons and just a small amount of customer.

"Where do you want to go next?" His done with his food and we already got up from our seats. His arm on my waist, rubbing my little tummy.

"It's too early if we go back to Alistaire's school. Hmm.. Grocery? We need to load the kitchen, toiletries for us, as well as Yuri's food." I explained. Yuri has been that spoiled to us. We always bring her to the vet for her weekly check up, take note, it's weekly. We just want Alistaire to be safe even around Yuri, her puppy.

Jason quickly drive going to the grocery. He get a big push cart as we entered the place. We need a big push cart, knowing that it's for a week stock.

"Are we going to change Alistaire's milk?" Jason asked. His looking at the big cans of milk, comparing and reading the labels. His really strict whenever it comes to our princess. His been the most protective father for Alistaire and a responsible fianceè for me.

"Nope. Get the old one." I turn my back to him and get some toiletries. I need to stock things, cause soon, i can't go to grocery again. We already talked about it, i will not drive alone. I will not go somewhere without him. Just for my baby's safetyness.

"When will be your ultrasound baby?" He asked, putting some of his toiletries on the cart. I already put into trash his expensive perfume, cause it's one of the things that i don't like to smell. Pregnant blues.

"Next week, sunday." I have yogurts, fresh milk, fruits, veggies and oatmeal. I still love milk even if i'm having my sickness. My taste buds was just weird with some fried foods and veggies.

We already filled the cart with so much house stuff. All of this was just a stock, we still have some at the house but i want to full the cupboards and the containers of those. He paid all the expenses that we bought.

We always fight because of the payments, like bills and stuffs for our house. He always said that his the head of the house and he needs to do his role. Once he said that, i will just shut my mouth. Money was really not a problem to us. We're both from multi-billionaire family. We're just using our money in a good and right way, not to waste money.

"Baby, planners will be on the house this week." He said as we jumped inside the car. Planners? For what? Ohh. Don't tell me.. Hmm!

"Wedding planners?" I looked at him, buckling up his seatbelt properly.

"Thanks. Yea, what do you think?" He pulled out of the driveway, while resting his hand on my leg. We need to get married when we reach eighteen. October is the month of our birthday, if we'll get married by that month, i'm five months by that time and for sure, i will be having a big bump.

"Baby. My bump will be big by that time. Can we wait until the baby is born? I don't want to walk on the aisle fat." I frowned. He laughed, turning the car to the left side.

"We will just talk to the planners baby. My target date for our wedding was May sixteen, is it okay?" He seriously asked. Our anniversary being a boyfriend-girlfriend thing was October sixteen. We got engaged, exact on my birthday, October twenty four. His birthday was October thirteen. A lot to take in the month of October. While Alistaire's birthday was November thirteen.

"Three months after giving birth? Do you think that's enough to get my body back?" I continue to frown. It's easy to get my body back in shape but i'm still afraid because of the soon to be pregnant fats.

"That's enough. Believe me. Last time you had your pregnancy, it's just easy right?" His right. I nodded and smiled at him. Well, it's really easy to get back in shape.

Glancing at the window, we already reached our house. Jason called some of our maids and they quickly put all the groceries inside our house. Jason ordered the maids to fix those stuffs. He jumped inside the car as soon as his done talking with the maids. I stay inside the car because we're still going to Alistaire's school. Fetching time.

Jason quickly drive going to the school. I was looking over the window, seeing some parents waiting for their kids too. This school was a private school. It really cost a fortune here. I jumped out of the car, holding my tummy. Lea approached us, saying that Alistaire will be out soon.

"She's there." Jason pointed to Alistaire that was hopping, holding hands with some kids. Good start for her first day.

"Hi pretty. How was school?" Jason lifted her up, that cause to remove her hold from the other kids.

"It's good. Daddy.. Mommy.. They are my friends.. She's Scarlett.. Sophia.. and hmm.. Kirsten!" She was pointing to the girls that she called friends. I just waved at them and one by one they were fetch by their mothers.

"Good start princess." I high five at her. We walked towards the car and settle on our seats. My princess was happy with her first day. She told us a lot of story about her activities and about her friends. And of course, about Little mermaid.

We reached our house and didn't bother to eat. We are all knock out. I'm so sleepy and i can't ignore being a, sleepy pregnant.