"My gosh Alistaire. Mommy is so sleepy." I slightly frowned. It's now twelve midnight and she's still wide awake. Jason was still awake but his playing with my new Ipad.
"Mommy.." She make a sad face. We watch the Little Mermaid again then after that i let her watch Frozen but still, she's not sleepy. It's the effect of the frappe that she took a while ago, the caffeine that includes there i think.
"What do you want honey? Mommy's getting mad now." I snapped. I made another bottle of milk, so she can sleep now, it's her third bottle of milk.
"Come on Alistaire. Lay here beside Daddy." Jason get up from the bed then get her from the floor. My gosh! She's on her tantrums now.
"Stephanie. Just chill okay?" Jason snapped. I was just standing looking at her, cause i'm really sleepy. She was crying now.
"Jason. My back ached a lot. And Alistaire is making tantrums now and you, your just playing on the Ipad." I said. I'm feeling grumpy now. Chill on this? I'm really sleepy and tired, that's what i am feeling. I walked towards the couch and try to rest on it.
"Okay. Sorry. We're going home. Sorry if she's making tantrums!" He almost shouted at me. Alistaire was crying hard now. Jason wear his pants then his shirt. He grabbed Alistaire's bag then his car keys.
"We're going now. Sorry." He kissed my forehead. He walked towards my bed then carry Alistaire on his arms.
"I don't like! Mommy.. Mommy.." Alistaire said between her tears. A tear fell down from my eye, i get up from the couch and get her from Jason's arms.
"Sorry honey. Sorry. Mommy's just tired." I whisper on her. I hugged her as i'm carrying her in my arms. Tears are falling from my eyes, this girl affects me so much.
"Sorry princess. Sorry." I hugged her tight. I wiped her tears and kissed her cheek. I get her feeding bottle and slowly put it in her mouth.
"Jason. Sorry. You can leave if you're mad at me." I said without looking at him cause he was still standing and staring at us.
"Goodnight Alistaire. Close your eyes now." I put her into bed and tucked her under the comforters. I press the control of the aircondition and slightly put the temperature low.
"Close your eyes. Mommy will sleep beside you." She was still trying to open her eyes. She nodded then smiled. I felt the bed sank behind me. I was still rubbing Alistaire's legs, just to give her a little comfort. I can feel that Alistaire was in her deep sleep now. I get up from the bed as i feel arms wrapped around me.
"Sorry baby." Jason whispered behind me. His arms snaked tigthly on my waist as he was sitting at the edge of the bed.
"Sorry if i shouted at you. Sorry." He sadly said. I let him control my body, he pulled me into his lap and holds me tight.
"Baby.. Sorry." He said. I can feel wetness on my back, his crying now. I understand him, he got carried away because we're both tired.
"It's okay baby. It's really okay. It's my fault too. I'm sorry." I said. I turn back and place my hand on his shoulder, while my other hand wiped away his tears.
"Sorry. Sorry. Sorry." He placed his forehead into mine and peck a kiss on my lips.
"Shh. Stop it okay? Alistaire's sleeping now, you can rest too, if you want." I smiled. We're just feeling the pressure now, pressure because of this stuffs.
"You're not mad at me baby?" I shook my head. I peck a kiss on his lips then hugged him.
"Go back to your boxers now. Remove that pants and shirt, so you can sleep." I get off from his lap then climbed in the bed. I move Alistaire on her place then put her in her own comforter. I bought her two sets of sleeping bed sheets, the other is little mermaid then the other is sleeping beauty.
"You can sleep now. Just be careful when you go to bed because Alistaire wasn't getting a good sleep." I said as i saw him approaching the bed. I climbed out of the bed carefully and get my bag from the table. I sat on the couch and pulled out my Ipad.
"You're not going to sleep?" He said as he sit on the couch beside me.
"Maybe later i'll sleep. Alistaire wasn't getting the sleep that she want baby. I don't want to be disturb if i sleep." I move closer to him then hugged him.
"Let's watch a movie first, you want?" I shook my head. I remained leaning on his chest.
"Are you not getting cold baby?" I grinned. His just wearing a boxers short and we are on an air conditioned room.
"No." He smiled. I lift my head from his. I was about to reach for my things but he grabbed my arm. He turned me around then pulled me closer to him.
"Aren't you going to kiss me princess?" He smiled. I peck a kiss on his lips. I was about to get up from couch, but he pulled me to him. He thread my hair and pulled me closer to him. He pressed his lips into mine.
"Jason.." I pushed him a little but he grabbed my hands.
"Steph. Please. I really want to kiss you." He begged. He pushed me a little in the couch and placed himself above me. He rolled up my top and throw it somewhere. I bit my lip as he was savouring my body. He kissed me roughly as his hands explore my flesh.
"Baby..." I moaned between our kisses. He reach for my back and unhook my bra. He bent his head to pull a nipple into his mouth and suck it.
"A-a-listaire's here baby." I moaned. He moved his mouth to my neck and started to kiss me there. His hands squeezing my breasts as his mouth exploring my body. I can feel his hot kisses, from my neck to my breast then now into my hip. I bit my lip then licked it. I pulled him up then kissed him roughly. He put his hand on my back and carefully lifted me up from the couch. He lay on the couch and put me above him. His grip on my bum now, tightening it as our kiss deepened.
"Steph.." He moaned. I was now exploring him thru my hot kisses. His hand still squeezing my chest as i kissed his abs softly. He pulled me up and suck my nipple as the other hand squeezing it. I moaned his name not too loud, not to disturb our baby. His kisses was now going up, he was on my neck now so i tilt my head to give him a better access. He grabbed my face and gave me a one of a kind rough kiss. We're moving in sync as our tongues are battling inside my mouth. I heard a little movement from the bed and that made me pulled out.
"Shh. Alistaire's moving." I said. I was looking towards my bed but Jason was still squeezing my breasts as i sat above him. He suck my nipple and that made me moaned.
"Baby.. " i moaned. I was still looking towards my bed. My gosh Alistaire, not now. We're getting there, not now please, i said to myself.
"Mommy!!" Alistaire cried. Jason pulled out his mouth from my nipple, i was reaching for my shirt on the other end of the couch. I was still looking towards Alistaire that was on the bed, as i was reaching for my shirt, my hand passed on his member. I can feel the hardness on him as my hand passed there. I grabbed my top and put it on quickly. I heard Jason groaned. My gosh if Alistaire wasn't awake, we already have sex. I get up from his body and made my way to the bed. Good that Alistaire was still lying on the bed and didn't bother to get up from the bed. If she get up, she will saw us both half naked.
"Mommy's here. Don't cry. You want milk?" I hugged her then kissed her forehead.
"Baby. Get her milk. It's on the table." I winked at Jason. He looked at me then get up from the couch.
"Here." He handed me the bottle then sat behind me. I put the bottle on her mouth as she remained in my arms. Jason wrapped his arms on my waist. He rested his chin on my shoulder and he started to kiss my neck.
"Baby. Stop that." I said in a very low voice not to disturb Alistaire. His still kissing my neck, i tilt my head a little to give him a nice access. He stopped as Alistaire cried again.
"Why is my princess crying?" I said just to stop her crying. But she still cried and continue to sob. Her eyes was trying to open as she was rubbing it.
"Stop crying. You have bad dreams?" She shook her head.
"Mommy.." Alistaire whined. She was really having a bad sleep now. I lay her head in her pillow and touch her forehead, just to check if she has a fever. My gosh, i think she has.
"Baby. Can you get the thermometer?" I asked him.
"Where?" He climbed out of the bed then stand between my legs.
"Bathroom. The one above the sink." I said without leaving my eyes to the little girl. He placed his finger on my chin and turn my face into him. He place a soft kiss on my lips then made his way to the bathroom. Can't he just wait until this little girl be alright?
"Hmm. Here." He mumbled behind me. I stole it quickly on his hands then put on Alistaire's mouth.
"It won't hurt you sweetie. Mommy's here." Alistaire continue to cry, i don't know what to do.
"Baby. Put your shirt on, then watch for Alistaire. I'm just going to ask mom what to do with her." I said. I climbed out of the bed but i'll check Alistaire's temperature first. It's above the normal temperature, she has a fever that's why she can't sleep well.
"Baby put this on." Jason waved my bra. I stole it from him then remove my top. His just looking at me, as if he didn't see what i have before. I put my bra then my top quickly.
"Stop that naughty stuffs on your mind. Just watch for Alistaire." I quickly stepped out of my room then rush to the third floor where my mom's room is located.
"Mom.. Mom.." I knocked on her door. I heard movements coming inside her room as i continue to knock.
"Mom.." I called for her again. Footsteps from her room and then the door was opened.
"Honey it's so late. Why?" She asked as she was rubbing her eyes.
"Alistaire has a fever.. I.. I don't know what to do." I said as my sight glued on the floor.
"Wait there. I'm just going to change." She rushed inside her room as i wait outside. Mom was on her sleepwears that's why she change her clothes. Popping out, she's now on her shorts and shirt. She pulled me and made our way to my room at the second floor.
"What happened?" She sat on the edge of my bed then touch Alistaire's forehead.
"I don't know. She's crying since we go home from the coffee shop." I said. She stand up and go directly to my intercom.
"Evelyn. Sorry disturb you. Can you bring medicines and the patches for fever here?.. For Alistaire... Yes here in Steph's room.. Thanks.." That's what my mom said for the rest of her conversation with Evelyn. She sat on my bed again then touch Alistaire.
"Don't let her drink again those frappe. It's not good for her. Maybe her throat aches that's why it turned out to be a fever." Mom said as she continue to check Alistaire.
"Yes. I'm sorry." I said. She just nodded. Jason stayed on the couch and i remained standing beside my mom.
"Come in." Mom said as we heard a knock. Evelyn was on her sleepwears while her hands holding a tray, filled with medicine and patches for Alistaire.
"Thanks and sorry for disturbing you." I get the tray from her hand and put it in the table. She nodded then stepped out of my room. Mom wake up Alistaire and give her the medicine. At first Alistaire was still crying but mom promise her some stuffs just to change her mood.
"You two. You should rest while this girl is sleeping. You just need to watch out for this kid. No other stuffs to do." Mom said. She get up from my bed then made her way to the door.
"And! Fix the mess that you made at your couch. Don't make out while your daughter is sleeping." Mom grinned. She closed the door softly. I glanced over my couch and there, the cushion scattered on the floor, the leopard print carpet slightly ruined and the position of my couch that was facing the balcony now. Gosh, how did that happened?
"Mom can be an investigator sometimes." I softly laughed. Jason laughed along with me but stop later on. He quickly fixed all the mess that we did.
"Let's sleep now before Alistaire wake up again." I pulled him in the bed and lay beside him.
"Night. I love you." I whispered. I snuggle onto his chest as my arms wrapped around him.
"In a hurry baby? Night too. I love you princess." He smiled. He lift my chin then pressed his lips into mine.
I hope Alistaire will get well, if not, gosh! There will be two grandmas that will scold me.
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"Mommy.. Mommy.." I felt someone's pulling my arm.
"Mommy. I'm hungry." A pull on my arms again. My head aches a lot now. I want more sleep. I feel that Jason got up from the bed.
"Mommy's sleeping. What do you want to eat?" He said softly. I felt that he lift Alistaire across my body then put on his side.
"Morning baby." I kissed Jason on his lips. I rubbed my eyes a little still trying to open it.
"Morning princess." I kissed Alistaire's forehead.
"Mommy. I'm hungry." She release herself from Jason's arms then pulled me into a hug.
"You feeling better now honey?" I said as she rub her nose to me. I love how her breath wafted up my nose.
"Yes mommy. I want cereals." She whispered on my ears then giggled. She acts like she's gossiping a life of other people. I heard my phone beeps.
"Baby. Can you get my phone?" He nodded then reach for my phone at the table. I stayed in the bed as Alistaire was still in my arms. I think Jason already read the message on my phone cause his still looking on it and touching the screen carefully.
"Baby. It's Laureen. You have photo shoot on monday after school." He handed me my phone.
"I have tons of things to do on Monday." I sighed.
"You can cancel that right?" He said
"Yea. But that will be the last for this year. By the way, baby is it okay for you if i get Alistaire to be our model on toddlers collections?" I asked. It's gonna be my last photo shoot for this year, cause it was really on my contract that i should have three photo shoots for the rest of the year.
"It's up to her Mommy. I have nothing to say with that." He smiled then hugged me.
"I love you okay?" He kissed my forehead and i nodded.
"And you. Your gonna be like mommy. You will be a model like her. Okay?" He hugged Alistaire then kissed her on her cheeks.
"Love you princess." He whispered on Alistaire.
"Love you Daddy." She kissed Jason on the lips.
They are so sweet. I can watch them for the rest of my life, how they hugged and kissed each other. I'm feeling like a proud mommy now. Yes i was a little young for this. But i know, by the help of everyone around me, this decision that i made, this adoption, this will turn out to be good. Everything on this world undergo on a practice. I will practice myself how to be a good mom and a best wife. I really can't wait until we get married and have our second child. Everything that's happening now, it really has a purpose. Alistaire was a big change to my life. Everything about her makes me feel that i am a happy mom now and has a responsibility to deal with. And on the other hand, i know that Jason will help me through this things. I just really love how this people spins my world.
