To love you ..

Where we belong

"Uhmmmm.. Ahh." I moaned. Why am i moaning? If i remember right, i'm still sleeping.

Slowly forcing to open my eyes, my fiancè came into a view. His face was buried on my chest while his hands was resting on both sides of my body.

"Baby, what are you doing?" Realizing that he's sucking my nipple, ohh! It feels so good.

"Just taking my part, Alden always have his." Then he continue to lick, play and suck my breasts. I fisted my hand on his hair, pulling him deeply to my breasts. I miss this intimate  moment that we have.

Pulling him up from my chest, i kiss him passionately. Hungrily savouring each others taste. Moving our heads in different direction as he made his way into my chin down to my neck. Finding my soft spot behind my ear, it brings shiver all around me.

"Wait, wait, wait baby." Pushing him a little far from me. Is he doing this with our kids beside us?

"They are not here, Mom get them." He explain without me asking it. I sighed, oh good! I don't like them to watch what their Dad is doing.

"We can't have sex baby, you know that." I push myself up from the bed then sit. Pulling him beside me, i fix my top.

We can't have sex for a month, i still need to cope out everything. Need to cure the soreness and all. I've been discharge from the hospital last three days ago. And in those three days i undergo on derma and surgeon to flatten my stomach and remove those stretch marks, and now back to the old Stephanie. Flat stomach, the curves and flawless skin.

"I know baby. Oh wait, here's your meds." Giving me those vitamins and supplements that i need to take.

"Let's have shower then go down, i miss our babies." I smiled then pulled him out of our bed.

Alistaire and Alden was staying here on our room. Can't get enough of those two. Alden's crib was place beside our bed, and some of his things was here too. Alistaire was always sleeping here too, but soon they are both out of our room, they need to sleep on theirs.

Alden was still having his weird sleeping habit and i understand that. Our usual duty every night was, when Alden wakes up i'll take charge then the next, Jason will take charge, just the alternate route. Jason has his two weeks leave on work because he want to help me with Alden and it feels so good that he is with me while taking care of Alden.

After our morning routines, we both rush downstairs, spotting my two lovely kids on the living room. There's a mat on the center, which is Alden's other crib was place and some of his things, like nappies, clothes, milk and other things that we need. We bought three cribs for him, one on his own room, then on our room then here at the living room.

"Morning Mommy." Alistaire welcome us with her hugs and kisses. Spooning this cute little girl in my arms, i walk towards Alden that was on his deep sleep.

"Mom thanks for watching out, you have no work?" Lucy shook her head then continue with her phone's business.

"Your mom take over today, i'm arranging my stuffs remember?" I nodded. Yes, she's moving out. She bought a new house and this time Uncle Jude was living with her. I know they will be a great couple.

"Baby, take care of them, i'm going to talk to our maids first." I put Alistaire on his lap, then walk toward the kitchen after placing kisses on top of their heads.

We are back on the old maid counts. All the maids and servants that Lucy brought before, she will bring it too when she move out.

"Guys! Please get here, need to talk to you all." I loudly said. They all rush towards me. Five maids and two drivers to be exact, without Lucy's maids.

"So, you all know that Lucy's maids was already moved to her house." They nodded. I sit on the stool as they all stand in front of me.

"I'll be changing your task, You two will be in charge with kitchen, garden and living room." Pointing to the first two maids on the left.

"You two, all the rooms and laundry, then Anna.." I pause then look at her, Anna was one of our best maids, she was like Lea, too responsible with everything.

"You'll be Alden's nanny. I'm trusting you to take care of him." I give her a small smile. They all just say that they will do their best and of course Anna, thank me with her whole heart.

Their new task will start tomorrow, but for now they will be stuck on the kitchen, because we're expecting more visitors.

I walk back to the living room, seeing Jason sitting on the couch as Alden was on his chest, wide eyes. Alistaire was beside him, you know making funny faces in front of Alden's face.

"You go with Lea princess, shower then get dress." She nodded. I lifted her up from the couch then put her to Lea's arms. She needs to get dress, i'm expecting visitors today.

Jason was on his jeans and dark green three fourths shirt, looking oh so good. While I wear a light green tank top, cream floral lace short and white toe post flat sandals, it's the most comfortable outfit.

"Why are you on Daddy's chest, cuddle huh?" I play with Alden's hand that soon quickly wrap my index finger, as i stand behind them.

"You love Daddy, Alden?" I continue to talk to him, Jason tilted his head back, meeting my gaze. We both look at each other as i remained bending, without leaving my son's hand.

"I love you Alden. Mommy really really love you." I sweetly say while looking at my fiancè. That i love you was for Alden but i want to look at the man that help me with Alden. Jason smile at me, cupping my cheek.

"Just like how much i love your Dad, but i love your Daddy more than anything else in this world." I proudly stated, pecking a kiss on his lips.

We stayed on the living room, afternoon pass, so the expected visitors already arrived.

"Stephanie, thank you for letting us to be the first on having this interview with you about your kids." That's Chris, my gay friend from the socialite group. He is the editor in chief of the famous magazine on our country, same magazine that featured our house before.

"Chris, it's my pleasure, you know that. Just make sure to send me the issues first." I smiled as i guide them towards our front door.

Chris and his group took photos of Alden and Alistaire, our family actually. It's an issue for next month, about teen age parenting. They asked questions about giving birth, stuffs that the kids needs and wants, the time for our kids, they asked about the time because they know that we're busy with our company.

"That will be a deal sis. So your wedding will be the next!" He hugged me then wave his goodbye. Yes, wedding, that's in three months time and i'm excited about that.

The rest of the mid afternoon, we rest. Alden and Alistaire look so sleepy that's why we need to go up to our room. We still have visitors later at night, for the group dinner that we will be hosting.

"Mommy's here handsome, get more sleep." I spoon my son in my arms, then start to cradle him. It feels like it's just five minutes that i closed my eyes.

"Shhh. Hungry huh?" He keeps on crying and stretching his small arms. I look at his diaper, and he do not pee or what. He is hungry.

I walk back to the bed, on my middle place, Alistaire was on my right, on the other side was Jason and they are both in their deep sleep. I removed my top, leaving me with my bra. I didn't wear my usual top, knowing that visitors will be here and it's hard to breast feed this little kiddo with this kind of clothing.

Placing my nipple on his small mouth, he quickly suck it. He is really hungry. I keep on touching the top of his head while feeding him, cause someone told me that it's good for the baby. I don't know why.

Later on Alistaire started to move and yawn like a monster. I was still feeding this little man, so i just tilted my head on her side.

"Hey princess." I smiled and she return the same to me. Alden pull out from my nipple, time for his burping moments. Putting his head on my shoulder, later on he burp. I place him beside Alistaire then put my top back on.

"Mommy, look at Alden." Alistaire squealed, he's sucking his hand. Poor kid, still hungry. Movements behind me then later on pulled me by waist.

"I enjoy watching you a while ago." Jason whispered. He's watching me while feeding Alden? Bad.

"You are so naughty." I turn around, pinching his nose then peck a kiss on his lips. Handsome!

Moments went on, we get ready and proceeded downstairs to meet my dear friends and family.

"Ohh! Babies all around!" Joyce squealed, putting her baby on the center with the other four. Sheena, Sierra's daughter was in her pink onesie with the cute floral hat. Juliana, Joyce's daughter was wearing a nice dress that makes her so pretty. Pauleen's twins, Raphael and Rica, that was on their twinny shirt. And of course my little prince wearing his plain blue onesie, comfortable and fits in the summer season.

"You should add another someday." I teased, looking at her then to her amazing husband. Yes, Rich and Joyce got married, two months after giving birth to her Juliana. They are the sweetest and limelight that time. The wedding was held on a church, saying that, they always spend their sundays on that church.

"Ohh. No! Not this year, maybe when Juliana was same age as Alistaire." She points at my daughter that was circling around the small group of babies on the center. I put Alistaire on a floral print dress, too summer.

"Seriously babe? That's four years from now." Rich frown that cause us all laughing. Mom and Lucy was with their men at the kitchen, arranging stuffs, while us, just hanging around in here, loving the sweet talks that we are having.

"Sierra can have another, or Anika." Pauleen suggested as if it's just a piece of something that was easy to bring up.

"Hush! They're young about that. Sheena was enough for Sierra, and No for Anika for now." I snapped. Seeing Anika sighed for relief and Sierra with a wide smile.

"Steph, we can have, but i don't like it now, that will be bull-"

"Watch your words Steven, i don't like Alistaire to know those words." I loudly said that cause my daughter to shift her gaze in me. I just smile at her then she nodded.

"Don't plan on having a kid now mate, enjoy your time being a couple." Jason seriously said to Steven. We all look at him, like seriously? Is he not happy about our babies?

"I'm not planning. Not now, Anika knows that." Steven answered as Anika nod her head in response.

"Why Jason? You're not happy with my kids?" I asked sounding a little irritated, they all shifted their look on me. Sighing deeply, i get up from the couch then get Alden from the crib, cause he is crying.

"Oops, trouble in paradise." Sierra laugh but dismiss it soon as i give her an annoyed look. I rub Alden's leg and continue to cradle him, i stop as Alistaire was pulling my other arm.

"Why princess? Hungry tummy?" I smile to her as she keeps on pulling me down to bend on her level.

"Can you carry me too?" Oh my gosh! Pecking a kiss on her lips while Alden was still in my arms.

"Get on the couch." I ordered. She nodded and do what i say, she stands on the couch and i stand in front of her. The others remained silent and just watch at us, they know that i'm pissed.

"Mommy can't carry you both, so just hug me." I whisper to her. She nodded then wrapped her arms around me with Alden. They our mine until forever. I feel so glad that i have my babies on my arms. Just don't want to let go of them and surely i can stay like this forever.

I saw from the corner of my eyes that Jason get up from the couch, then walking towards us.

"Guys, come on let's eat dinner." I announce, releasing Alistaire from the hug, mostly ignoring Jason.

Placing Alden back on his place, i carry Alistaire on my arms right after. Just i step inside the dining, i quickly walk on my place with Alistaire on my arms. I place her on my left, as on my right, my dad. I don't want to deal with Jason tonight.

After dinner, they had beers and some talks, i was still ignoring him. I really enjoy the night with these bunch of amazing people. As they all left the house, i did my evening rituals for myself and to my two kids.

"Time to sleep." I announce, Alistaire frowned, she don't want to sleep alone on her room.

"Honey, Mommy already told you, you're a big girl now, Alden stays on his room too." I smile, trying to encourage her about sleeping alone. I already put Alden on his room, that's why i'm holding this baby monitor.

"Mommy, Alden was handsome and i am pretty." She smiles, why is that smile so good to look at? She has one missing tooth on her front, she's cute.

"You both have good looks. So in order for you to be pretty like me, sleep now. Come on." She nodded. I pulled up her comforter above her small body, then place a kiss on her forehead.

What a tiring day. Being a mommy wasn't easy at all, i thought to myself. I walk towards our bedroom, seeing Jason on the couch. Ignoring him, i put the baby monitor on my pillow then climbed in the bed. I need sleep before that little monster of mine cry.

I feel the other side of the bed dip and i remained to close my eyes. Later on, i feel an arm around my waist, pulling me from behind.

"Sorry.." That was the only thing he said. I stay stiff and i know, he knows that i'm mad.

"You know that i just want them to realize life. Baby, it's not that i don't want our monsters. They are my life, you are too. I just want them to enjoy their time." He explained. Slowly turning around, i saw tears on his eyes. He's so emotional.

"You should have tell it in a nice way. You know that whenever our kids was involve on a talk, i'm very sensitive." I wiped his tears away, kissing both of his eyes that keeps on letting his tears fall down.

"I know, i'm sorry baby. Please, don't leave me because of that." He said between his tears. Leave him? That's the last thing that i know i don't want to do.

"Jason, i think we need to talk about us." He quickly get up from the bed, wiping his own tears. He stopped crying as he look at me.

"Please don't tell me that you're leaving me, i can't handle that." He softly said, there's a fear and sadness in his voice. I was still lying on the bed, stopping myself for a laugh.

"We need to talk about us. I want to-"

"Bullshit Stephanie! I don't want to live anymore! If you leave me, what will i be? I can't spend a day without you or even those monsters that keeps on getting you away from me, but they are our children." He stopped then look back at me. It's hard to stop a laugh, seeing your fiancè, looking so mad and ready to kill someone. But i remained this serious look on my face. Gosh!

"If it's about time, you can spend it to them, just please don't leave me." He shake his head while saying that. Tears started to fall again from his eyes, isn't he so adorable?

"I love you so much Stephanie. I can give you all the time that you want to think." He climbed out of the bed then look back at me.

"I'm going out, just call or text me, or whatever you like, if you want to talk to me." He sighed. I want to laugh, seeing him so serious and mad.

"I love you Stephanie. I love you." He started to walk, and i know he will go to our wardrobe, so i follow him.

"Don't tell me your going to give me back the ring!" He seriously said as he was putting his jeans on. I was moving the ring on my finger, to get him more nervous.

"I'm going now." He sighed then put his shirt on.

"I don't know but sorry Stephanie. But i'm giving you all the time to think. I can't live my life without you. I can't stand here seeing you, with that serious look of leaving me. I love you so much as much as i love our ki-"

I kiss him to cut off those words. He was not responding at first but i continue to put my tongue inside his mouth, and he return the kiss later on. And as i get more intense, i pulled his shirt out of his body then rip off his jeans too.

My hands was roaming around his and we're not stopping this amazing kiss that we are doing. He is so damn delicious! I stop as my breathing got lost.

"You keep on talking about leaving leaving leaving. Do you know what i am going to tell you?" I laugh sarcastically, pulling him out of the wardrobe by wrapping his arms around my waist as he stayed behind me.

"What?" He whispered still catching his breath. I climbed in the bed then pulled him closer to me. Putting myself above him, straddling.

"So before you say anything else, i just want to say that.." Bending more and giving him a nice view, i place my lips just above his then started to talk.

"I think we should get married soon."
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