"Baby. I can't take this anymore." I shouted to Jason from the bathroom. He quickly stepped inside. Since i climbed out of the bed this morning, i was living in Jason's bathroom. I'm hungry but i don't know what to eat.
"I'm sorry for this." He looked down at the tiled floor as he said that. I saw a tear falling from him. His been in hell because of me. I always wake him up, because i always get hungry.
"Hey.. No, it's not your fault baby. Every pregnant women suffer this for the first trimester." I placed a finger under his chin to pulled up his face then wiped his tears. I smiled at him. The thought of him, crying in front of me, it feels so good for me. I'm so weird.
"I'm sorry Steph. If i didn't did that you will not suffer like that. It's all my fault." He shook his head and buried his head on his hand. His still crying.
"Jason. Do you want me to abort this huh? I told you it's not your fault! It's part of my morning sickness!" I shouted at him. I stepped out of the bathroom and get my things on his closet.
"Baby, what are you doing?" He grabbed my hands as i put my things on my bag. Good thing that Alistaire was on Lucy's room, if not, she will cry again with what she is seeing.
"I'm leaving. I told you that it's not your fault, but you keep on saying that it's all your fault!" I shouted. I zipped my bag and kneel down on the carpet floor. I started to cry. His really making me upset now. I'm so tired, hungry and so dizzy.
"I'm sorry baby. Please." He kneel down in front of me then touch my cheeks. His thumb run on my cheeks to wiped away my tears.
"Try to understand Jason that it's not really your fault." I looked at him then grabbed his hands that was placed on my cheeks.
"I have my check up tomorrow. You will go with me. I let the doctor tell you everything about this. Okay? Just don't say that it's your fault. We want this right?" I placed my forehead into his. He nodded then hugged me tight.
"It will be the last time that we'll be having a fight baby. Will be having our second child soon. Let us be matured in everything." I seriously said. He grabbed my bag and put my things back again on his closet. I stayed on the floor while looking at him.
"I love you." He mumbled. He pulled me up carefully from the floor as his hand supported my back. He hugged me so tight and kissed the top of my head. We remained standing in the middle of his bedroom. My arms wrapped around on his waist as his arms snaked on my waist too. My pointed nose that was rubbing on his nose. The way we looked at each other as we stand here. It's worth it.
"Mommy! It's lun--" I heard Alistaire said as she opened the door. She didn't finish her sentence, i think she was stunned with what she is seeing. We remained standing. We looked at her and she was smiling towards us.
"Come here princess." Jason stretch his arms as he bent a little. She launched herself to Jason and hugged him tight.
"Love you Alistaire." I whispered to her. Jason wrapped me in his other arm as his other carried Alistaire. It was so perfect.
"You are so sweet Mommy." She cupped my cheeks then kissed me on my lips. As she released me from the kiss, Jason kissed me too. A deep kiss, oh gosh! A really deep kiss in front of our daughter. My knees are getting weak as he continue to kissed me. I closed my eyes as i savour the taste of his lips, as his hand thread in the back of my head, pulling me more. He released me from the kiss then run his thumb on my lower lip.
"Mommy was a good kisser right princess?" Jason smirked. Alistaire just nodded as her hand was on her mouth. She looked shock upon seeing her.
"Jason.." I rolled my eyes to him and pinch him on his lower back.
"Alistaire you will stay on your room tonight okay? Mommy and I will do some important thing." He giggly said. I know what he mean. Just seeing him looking at me in the most lustful way, i knew it already. Sex
"Hmm. Alright Daddy." She smiled. My gosh. I will get tired again tonight. This man really can't stop his fantasies towards me? I'm pregnant now but i think he will not stop this things, until our baby was born.
"Guys. Lunch time!" I heard Lucy shouted behind the door. I hope the food was good and in my appetite.
"Come on now." I said. I pulled Jason out of his room. We go down to their dining room as his arms still snaked on my waist and our daughter on his arms.
"Steph, i don't know what you want. So i let them cook everything." Lucy said as she saw us stepped in the dining room. I glanced at the table and saw different kinds of dishes. Three dishes for fish, two dishes for chicken, three dishes for pork, two dishes for beef and two for veggies. It's like a feast here.
"Mom, you don't need to do this." I hugged Lucy. Effort is what she did. I'm so glad that my future in law loves me.
"You are not eating good honey. Just tell me what you want. And i let the cook, cook that for you." She smiled at me. Alistaire started to eat. She's fond of all the foods around her.
"Thank you Mom. Love you." I kissed her on the cheek then hugged her again.
"Okay. Okay. Enough for the thank you. I don't want my grand child to suffer inside you. You eat now Steph, let's see if what fits your appetite." Lucy laughed. I quickly sat on my seat. Jason started to put foods on my plate, one by one as i tasted the dishes.
"Baby you eat also. Don't mind me." I smiled, because his still serving me the foods. I was on my tenth dish and still, i don't like it. I rushed on the nearest sink and throw up again. I think i'm having a very sensitive pregnancy. I'm so hungry but everything that was on the table wasn't in my appetite. The aroma of the food, i hate it.
"Here." Jason passed me a glass of water and tissues. He rubbed my back smoothly as i continue to throw up.
"I'm really hungry. But everything on the table wasn't on my appetite." I get up from the sink and rest my back on the stoned wall. Jason pulled me in the dining room and put me back in my seat. Oh gosh! I feel so dizzy.
"Steph. We will go to your doctor now, i'll cancel the appointment tomorrow." Lucy said. She get up from the stool and get Alistaire.
"You change your clothes now while I'll change Alistaire clothes." Lucy stepped out of the dining room. Jason carefully pulled me up from the stool. I feel so weak. My gosh baby, don't let Mommy suffer. It's giving me a hard time, i thought as i touch my tummy.
He put me on bed as we stepped inside his room. He pulled out my dress from his closet. He placed it in the bed. He prepared my bag and everything that i need. Good that his really helping me with this.
"I need to change your clothes. Is it okay?" He asked. I nodded. He placed his hand on my back and carefully helped me to get up from lying. I sat on the bed. He lifted my top then pulled down my shorts. He wiped a warm towel all over my body. He slightly pulled me up from the bed. He changed my undies and put my dress on. It's really a heart felt for me, a man doing everything for his woman.
"Stay at the bed Stephanie. I will be quick." Jason put me to bed. I nodded at him. He quickly changed his clothes then put his wallet on my bag. He stepped out of the room as i heard his footsteps slowly fading. I feel so weak. I want to eat.
"Take this while we wait for Mom and Alistaire. You need food to give you strength." He handed me a crackers and a pineapple juice as he get back here. I started to eat what he gave to me. It helped me a little.
"Stephanie. Let's go now." I heard Lucy shouted from the door. I climbed out of the bed. Jason placed his arm on my waist. We stepped out of his room.
"I already texted Sarah. She will follow us at the hospital." Lucy said as we approached them at the living room.
"Steph. You alright now?" Lucy asked. Alistaire was sitting beside her. I simply nodded then sat on the couch.
"Just rest first while i'm still waiting for my secretary's call." She said. Jason sat beside me as i lean on him. After eating those crackers, somehow it boost me a little.
"Mommy. Can we go to mall after going to the hospital?" Alistaire smiled. Ohh come on. I really want to eat.
"Yes honey. Just be good alright?" I simply said. She nodded then stayed being quiet.
"Let's go now. Everything is settled." Lucy get up from the couch as her phone rested on her hands. Alistaire holds my hands as we made our way to the car. We all climbed in and started to make ourselves comfortable with the seat.
The ride to the hospital was short. No traffics. As we entered inside the white building, my heart start to pound. Why i am nervous? I hate hospitals, i don't know why. Lucy quickly approached the nurse on the reception area and they assist us quickly. We walked into a hallway and they let us enter into a room. I saw my Mom sitting on the chair talking to the doctor.
"Here they are Dra. Harp." Mom smiled. I hugged then kissed Mom as Jason and Alistaire followed.
"So, i'm Dra. Harp. Lucy and Sarah knew me since then." Dra. Harp smiled. I shook hands with her and smiled. Jason just followed me. We talked about all the things about them as being friends and so on and so forth. But as they talked she did some test and other stuffs on me.
"So.. Steph, come on now." I nodded. I followed her on the ultrasound room. I need to change into a hospital dress. She let me lay on the bed after changing my clothes. She called my mom and the other three that was waiting for me.
"Are you excited baby?" I smiled. I squeezed Jason's hand as he stands beside me after he entered the room.
"Of course." He brush the hair strands on my face and tuck it on my ear. Mom and Lucy sat on the chair near on the ultrasound monitor. Alistaire was on Jason's arm and she's giving me the most lovable smile.
"Steph, it will be a little cold." Dra. Harp said. She rolled up my gown a little as she quickly put a blanket on my lower part. She put a little cold gel on my tummy. I gasped but she let me feel that it's alright. She move something on the monitor and she started to move the device on my tummy.
"See that little thing there. It's the baby." Dra. Harp happily said. She continue to move the device. I was looking at the monitor without giving a wink on it. I glanced at my fiancè and his wiping the tears that was now falling from him. It's really good, to think that we're going to be parents now. We are with Alistaire but this time it feels so real.
"Baby are you alright?" I pulled his hand and he just smiled at me. His really emotional with this thing. Mom and Lucy was seriously looking at the monitor, smile that never fades from them.
"Can we have a photo of that?" Jason asked Dra. Harp. She nodded. She wiped away the gel on my tummy and rolled down the hospital gown that i am wearing.
"You can change your clothes here Stephanie." Dra. Harp said. Jason carefully pulled me up then stand between my legs.
"I love you." Jason kissed my forehead then hugged me.
"Don't cry okay?" I cupped his cheeks then peck a kiss on his lips.
"Come on now. So i can explain the things you need to do. Steph, you change okay?" Dra. Harp said. I nodded. They all leave me and proceed to the main room. I quickly changed my clothes. I put on my blue dress and slipped on my flat shoes. I stepped out of the ultra sound room and go straight to the main room where they are waiting.
"Steph. Sit here." Dra. Harp points at the sit in front of her, beside my man.
"Alright. So upon checking everything, you are four weeks pregnant." Dra. Harp smiled. Four weeks. I think it's the sex that we did on the ancestral house. If i remember right, it was our second day there and Alistaire was really tired and that made her knocked out and sleep peacefully. I don't know how it all started, but all that i can remember is we did it in a very slow and hot manner. I don't know but for me that will be the best make out session that we did so far.
"Are you having morning sickness?" I heard Dra. Harp said.
"Yea. I always throw up and every time that i don't like the smell. I feel so dizzy. And i'm beginning to lost my appetite with the food that i love most." I simply said. Japanese food is one of my fave, but now just looking at it, i really don't like those.
"It's the usual morning sickness symptoms. You will still feel those for about three months. You need patience Steph and cooperation with this thing." Dra. Harp seriously said. I was listening attentively same as Jason.
"And Jason, please cooperate too. Steph, will be on her mood swing. She will cry, laugh, or anything sometimes with a reason, but sometimes none." Dra. Harp looked toward Jason. Mom and Lucy was just listening with the conversation that we're having. Alistaire was sitting and stayed being a good girl.
"Yes Dra. But a while ago, actually for three consecutive days. She's not eating good and she's throwing up every time we woke up and for the rest of day." Jason carefully said. He hold my hand and squeezed it lightly.
"Is that so? Well she's really having a sensitive pregnancy. You need to watch her everytime." She said as she put her hands together.
"Steph. You need to eat. You need to help yourself and your baby. I'll give you prescription, vitamins and the supplements that you'll need." She write on the paper as she said that. She handed me the prescription and a paper bag filled with the medicines and the first photo of our baby. Jason stole it from my hand and quickly put inside his wallet.
"Thank you Dra." I smiled.
"If you need anything Stephanie, just let me know. Sarah and Lucy know my private number." She get up from the chair then shook hands with us. Mom and Lucy approached her and both kissed her on the cheek, one at a time.
"Thank you Dra. Harp. We'll see you next month." Jason softly laughed.
"Yes, next month. Steph take care and please cooperate with this." I nodded then hugged her. I don't know why i always hug a person, but i'm only like this whenever i like the person.
"And by the way Steph, this is for this little girl, because she's been good all through out the check up." She handed me a paper bag and she kissed Alistaire. Vitamins and other stuffs for Alistaire is what i saw in the paper bag.
"What will you say honey?" I bent a little to Alistaire
"Thank you." Alistaire smiled. We waved our goodbyes to Dra. Harp and waited for the car outside the hospital.
"See honey, Dra. Harp said that you are a good girl. So, you continue being the best good girl." I hugged Alistaire as she was in Jason's arms.
"Mommy, you promised me we're going to the mall." She giggly said. I nodded and kissed her cheek.
"Mom drop us at mall or you going with us?" I asked as we jumped inside the car. Mom asked Lucy if they will do something.
"We'll go with you. Are you feeling better now?" Lucy asked. I nodded. Well i'm good now, not like a while ago, that the feeling is hell. I lean on Jason as Alistaire was sitting on her place. The driver started to drive. Alistaire's telling us the story about the little mermaid of course.
"Honey sit down. Mama Lucy is listening to you, even if you're sitting." I said. She stands on her seat and turn to her back because Lucy is there beside my Mom. She's really talkative and attentive on what she is telling. She sat back quickly on her seat and continue to talk. I remained leaning on his shoulder as we our making our way to the mall.
Bonding time with them❤️
