Dark Enough (H2O Delirious)

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*Warning: this is about suicide, read at your own risk. The song I put with it is actually in the imagine and is about a girl who committed suicide, If this bothers you DON'T READ*
Dark Enough (H2O Delirious)

 The song I put with it is actually in the imagine and is about a girl who committed suicide, If this bothers you DON'T READ* Dark Enough (H2O Delirious)

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Delirious's Pov

I walk over to Y/N and she smiles at me. "Hi Del!"She smiles. "Hi Y/N/N"I smile.

There is a girl
In the front of my class
Who I swear I've never seen
Do anything but laugh

She's the person who makes me smile all the time. She's the reason I'm here. I love her. Before I met her I was depressed. She makes me happy.

She's tall and she's smart
Beautiful and strong
And when someone's down
She tries to fix what is wrong

"Guys"I hear Evan whisper and I turn to look at him. "What?"I ask and he frowns. "Sydney broke up with me"he says and Y/N instantly jumps up and wraps her arms around him. "I'm so sorry Evan, You deserve better anyways. You'll find someone better, I promise"she whispers and I smile while Evan nods.

How does someone so perfect,
Feel so insecure?
As to scar her skin with cuts and burns
And still want to hurt more...

I wish I would noticed she was hurting all along. But I didn't. I ignored it.

How does someone so loving,
Learn to hate her own guts?
Drawing a picture on her arms with a blade
As if her mind isn't dark enough

The next day I walk over to Y/N and she forces a smile. "Hi Del"she whispers. "Are you okay?"I ask and she nods. "Okay.."I sigh and we talk until the bell rings signaling me to go to my seat.

There is a girl
In the front of my class
Who's eyes are glazed over
Like newly cut glass

All through class I kept glancing at her. She looked like she was about to cry. I felt my heart break. She needs to be happy...She makes me happy...

The ghost of a smile
Hints at her face
And she laughs as they tell her
"Who's on First Base"

I see Marcel trying to cheer her up by telling her jokes but it wasn't working. She's so perfect, but I need her happy self back....please..

How does someone so perfect,
Feel so insecure?
As to scar her skin with cuts and burns
And still want to hurt more...

In the middle of class she bursts into tears and the teacher sends her to the bathroom. I want to go after her. But I can't.

How does someone so loving,
Learn to hate her own guts?
Drawing a picture on her arms with a blade
As if her mind isn't dark enough

The next day she wouldn't smile. It broke my heart. I wanted to tell her I love her so bad.

There is a girl
In the front of my class
Who's sad that you find it rare
To see her smile or laugh

Evan notices and smiles at her. "What do you call a magic owl?"he asks and she just closes her eyes. Evan sighs frowning slightly. "Hoodini"he whispers and goes to his seat.

Her frends tells her jokes
Like that one with the guy
But all she does is close her eyes
And enter her mind

I feel tears brim my eyes. She's not the same anymore. I can feel myself being pulled back into my depression. I can't be happy without her.

How does someone so perfect,
Feel so insecure?
As to scar her skin with cuts and burns
And still want to hurt more...

I miss the old her. I want her back. My best friend. Come back...I walk over to her and she opens her eyes. "Y/N...I need to tell you something"I whisper and she forces a smile. "Okay"she says. "I..I love you"I whisper and I see tears brim her eyes. "I.. I love you too Del"she whispers and kisses my hand. I feel a smile grow on my face as I walk back to my seat.

How does someone so loving,
Learn to hate her own guts?
Drawing a picture on her arms with a blade
As if her mind isn't dark enough
For her imperfections...

The next day I couldn't find her. "Evan? Have you seen Y/N?"I ask and I see tears brim his eyes. "I'm sorry John"he whispers and I look at him confused. "Everyone I have an announcement"the teacher says and we all head to our seats. "Yesterday Y/N, she committed suicide..I can't get into detail but she left a note"the teacher says and I feel my world shatter.

There is a girl
In the front of my class
Who yesterday took
The breath that was her last...

The teacher starts to read the note and I collapse to the ground.

She wrote a few notes:
I'm sorry I didn't say,
But my mind was messed up,
You couldn't save me anyway...

I wanted to save her. I need her back. Please...

And to the boy in the back of the class,
Who felt the way I did...

Me..she's talking about me...

How does someone so perfect,
Feel so insecure?
As to scar his skin with cuts and burns
And still want to hurt more

The teacher sighed as he finished reading the note. I stand up and sprint out of the school building. I run to her house and knock on it. The door opens and I see her mom standing there with a tear stained face. "I'm so sorry baby"she cries and throws her arms around me. She knew I loved her. She's like a second mom to me. "I told her yesterday, it didn't help"I cry and she squeezes me tightly. "It wasn't in purpose"she sighs. "W-what?"I mumble. "She was hurting herself and got to deep..."she says and I feel myself falling. She didn't mean to kill herself. But she still did hurt herself. I need her back. I need to hold her. I need to kiss her lips. I need her. Come back Y/N...

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Hey guys! This one is a little upsetting.. please don't hate me XD At first I didn't know who to do it about but I decided to do Delirious. I hope you all liked this, tell me what you thought! Comment, Vote, Share, etc. Byeeeee xx
Also Happy Thanksgiving!

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