dear self | soukoku

2 | frustration

Dear Self,

It seems that my moodiness has washed over me. I feel better.

Today I arrived at work and noticed everyone was gone. I asked the director where everyone was and he told me they went on an important mission.

"Wasn't sure if you'd come back, so I didn't call you." He said.

After a couple of hours of boredom, the director said I could head out early since everyone was gone.

I headed to Chuuya's apartment and noticed the window was open. I decided to peep inside.

He looked very frustrated. He was holding envelopes and other papers. I couldn't exactly see what they said.

"Damn it! I don't have the money for this crap!" I heard him say.

It seemed he was frustrated with his bills.

I then quickly headed to the flower shop.

Before arriving I spotted a coffee shop that said "help wanted". I quickly went inside.

After that, I proceeded to my original destination, the flower shop.

I bought the tulip bouquet that said:

福
fuku

It meant fortune. I bought it as a way to say "good luck."

I went to Chuuya's apartment. His lights were off so he was either asleep or not inside. I put the tulips in front of the door.

The card was not the only thing attached to bouquet, however.

Along with the card was a job application for the coffee shop.

Sincerely,
Kind Hearted Dazai