Dear Self,
The plan to talk to Chuuya didn't work out well.
I went to his apartment and knocked on his door but no answer.
After about 15 knocks, I realized the door was unlocked.
As I walked inside, I looked around. His place was filthy.
Trash everywhere, dirty clothes on the floor, the smell of a dumpster.
Back when I was working with Chuuya, he was never a slob. And I mean never. This couldn't be Chuuya's apartment.
Something was wrong.
I searched the whole apartment. He was nowhere to be seen.
I went to the coffee shop he worked at and asked the cashier if she knew his whereabouts.
"Sorry, I'm not sure where he would be."
"Oh, alright then." I said, heading toward the door.
"He didn't come yesterday. If...that helps." I heard the female worker say before I reached the door.
My heart dropped.
"He didn't?"
"No, I figured he was sick or something." She said.
"Thank you!" I said, running out of the shop.
I spent the rest of the day looking for him but no luck.
Chuuya where are you?
Sincerely,
Worried Dazai
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dear self | soukoku
Fanfictionafter dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners