complicated ♡ k.ms

Chapter 31

Lynh

I feel like my heart was being ripped out of me. Everything was pulling away from me and I couldn't do anything to save it. My world crashed on me and I had only one solution to let all my feelings go. Alcohol.

I pulled myself away from Truc's hug and went to my room. I grabbed my black purse, my phone and some money and left the house. I wasn't surprised that my family didn't stop me. It's not like my parents really did care for me. Only one person was able to accept me and truly love me and that was my grandma. My saviour and now she's gone.

I decided to walk by to a nearby convenient store and drink there until I was totally done with life. I wanted something to run me over on the way but I hesitated. I shouldn't do this to Truc or Hoseok. I'm finally happy and this was happening. Does the world really hate me?

I walked into the store and was welcomed by a mint haired boy. I went over to the drink's aisle and took a 6 pack of beer thinking this more than enough. I went to the counter and payed for my drinks and left. I sat on a table outside the store and began opening the bottles. By another table, a man with a black blazer was drinking alone. I took a big gulp from the first bottle and slammed the bottle onto the table. The alcohol burned my throat and I took another drink. Every drink, I always thought of a different memory with my grandma and I got more frustrated.

By the time, I was almost done with my second bottle; I could already feel myself become fuzzy. I looked around the streets and suddenly the seat in front of me was taken by the man I saw before. He didn't even look drunk though even after the amount of bottle, I could see sprawled across the table he was previously seated at, he looked fine. 

"Drinking alone?" He says and I simply nod whilst taking another swig of the beer.

"Drinking is better with another person's company," he simply says whilst taking a sip from his drink.

"I could say the same for you," I say as I looked at the man across the table. He was quite handsome but I shouldn't look at him but I still continued to stare.

"Touché," he says with a chuckle.

"What's your name?" He suddenly says.

"Lynh," I say while taking the last drink of my bottle then opening the next one. "You?"

"Joong Ki. Song Joong Ki," he says and pulls his hand out to shake my hand.

"I have a boyfriend," I say with a small glare. Joong Ki chuckles and sits back.

"Doesn't mean you can't shake hands?" He says and I take big drink from the bottle.

I lay my head on my arms and look up at the man. I could already feel the alcohol taking over my body as I looked at him. He looked back at me with his eyebrows raised and a small smug smirk tugged on his lips.

"Don't do anything weird," I say as I point my finger at him. I started to go dizzy and I knew that if I took another drink I would forget what would happen next. He looked at me and laughed.

"I won't. How old are you, Lynh?" He says and takes another sip of his beer.

"Old enough to drink," I say as I take another long drink, quickly finishing off the bottle.

"Ahhh," I say and I close my eyes and smile, feeling all refreshed. I'm going to regret this in the morning.

"Pass me your phone," he says and I do as he orders without knowing why. In my mind, I tell myself to stop but I guess my arms think differently.

He does some stuff on my phone and rings someone.

"What the hell are you doing?" I say angrily but it kind of came out like a whisper.