Seal III:The Legacy Continues

*Matters of the Heart*

- Ro-

Jay's miscarriage has been on my mind heavy since she told the girls. Why didn't she tell me, I would have come back and taken care of her? Rosy what you thinking about Ti said coming into the room. Why didn't you or Lisa tell me about Jay? Truth of the matter Ro she didn't even want us to know about it. But yall were at the hospital and...we were only at the hospital because Brooklyn called us. If Jay hadn't passed out we wouldn't have known. You were still with her though. Barely Ro, at that point we fought every single day. I mean if I blinked wrong it was an argument. It got to the point where I moved out cause I couldn't take the shit and I didn't want to put my hands on her.

It was that bad? Yeah it was. I was doing my shit and she was dealing with something at the time I couldn't help her through. If you want to know the whole story though maybe you should talk to her about it. You don't think she'd go off  on me about it do you. She laughed a little bit. You know that standing appointment she has every Tuesday morning at 9? Yeah, she's had that meeting for years. I made her go to a therapist when we got back together. For real! I promise you I did, there was no way I was going to watch her self-destruct.

Let who self-destruct Jay said coming into the bedroom? Yall talk she said kissing my cheek. I gotta take the girls out anyway. What'd you need to talk to me about baby Jay said kissing my forehead. Your miscarriage. We don't need to talk about that Ro. Yeah we do, why you didn't tell me, especially after I had mine. I didn't want anyone to know .

***Flashback

"Why the hell are they here Brook? Because they love you Jay'mee what the hell is wrong with you? I don't want them here make them leave now. No I am not doing that you want them to leave you tell them to leave. Oh by the way it was a boy. I know I said sniffing. You gonna tell Eric. The fuck you think. Aye don't do that shit with me Nichole cause I don't care if you in a hospital bed I'll knock you in the mouth.

Jay you're awake Li said sitting up. Yeah I am! Look at me Jay! What Lisa damn! Why you being this way I came to see about your ass at least you could do is be grateful. Grateful huh. What's going on Ti said sitting up on the other side of me? That funky ass attitude is one the reasons why I left Jay. There's the door Lisa you should be use to walking through it.

Whoa okay let's just calm down okay. Jay why you didn't tell us? Why does it matter, no baby was going to bring either of you back!"

You wanted them to come back? I wanted all three of yall to come back and I knew that baby would bring yall back but then I had to be stupid and stress myself out. I lost what was going to bring us back together sooner than what we did. Jay I am sorry you had to suffer through that alone. It's in the past now Ro and I succeed in giving yall a healthy baby. You don't have to mask it baby if it's still bothering you. I had a name all picked out and everything. I'd started buying little baby clothes and I was ready to have that baby. What were you going to name the baby? Aiden James. It was a boy. Yeah we would have had more boys than girls in this house for sure. Can you imagine that 5 boys and 4 girls? Oh no that's way too many kids. Ro we have way to many kids as it is now.

Jay I really wish you would have told me. Yeah years of therapy have helped me to realize that I don't have to hide stuff. Ti made you go. I believe her exact words were "if you don't go you'll never get between my legs again". She would say that. Right she was the one sneaking to my house so I could get between her legs and then she got the nerve to tell me that. You ever wonder why the sex is so good. Every day of my life she said laughing.

-Lo-

What yall doing? Nothing just watching TV the girls said. Well pack a bag we're going on a trip. A trip they said looking at me? Yeah as in you need to pack some clothes so we can go. Where we going? Florida for the weekend! You're kidding us right. No I am not, we need to spend some time together so pack up we leave in an hour she said walking out the room. She's for real Vi said. I guess so. We packed up our stuff and met her at the bottom of the stairs. Do we need to tell the others that we are leaving? No I am the mom I don't need permission to take yall anywhere. You tell mommy that! She knows so come on.