Seal III:The Legacy Continues

~*Forgive but never forget*~

*** Alert:Kleenex chapter! But I promise its the last one. I swear don't side me it is the last one, lolol***

-Jay-

I made you an appointment to see Dr. Ross this afternoon. Dr. Ross! I don't need to see Dr. Ross. Yeah you do Ilori I can see that your "special" eating habits are back, so you need to go and speak with her. Mommy! Ilori, I am not trying argue with you okay, you came home for me to take care of you right? Yeah! So let me do my job and take care of you or would you rather I let your mother take care of you? I'll go! Good girl glad we're on the same page, cause I am not trying to bury you Lo I am really not. Bury! Yeah because with you starving yourself and drinking like a damn fish it's either death or jail and you way to pretty for jail. Yeah cause I won't have Vi there to protect me either. No and I know you not trying to be some 300 pounds woman's bitch.

MOM!! What it's the truth you are? I am sorry for being so blunt as Ro would say but seriously Ilori I've already lost one child I do not want to lose another one. Mommy you still think about the baby? Yeah I do every day. I am sorry mommy. No baby its okay cause see unlike what you are doing I am not running from it. Partly because I am afraid of my wives but the other part is talking actually helped me to deal with some issues from my childhood. So you go talk to Dr. Ross and try to get a grasp on what's going on internally with you. What if she says for me to talk to Lena? You go talk to her! Cause honestly the issue ain't with you and Lena it was with you and Jason. I just can't believe that she would do that on purpose Lo, I mean she wasn't like that hoeish girl Lisha, Lena is really your 100% true friend. Vi said the same thing. So tell me one thing and then I'll let you talk to Dr. Ross about it, if she told you that she didn't mean for it to happen could you be friends with her again?

She sat there for a minute and then looked at me, I don't know mommy I really don't. I understand I've never been in that position but I definitely know how it feels to be hurt. I know more than anyone what it feels like to think the one person you could trust would betray you. But in my case Ilori I forgave and look where we are now, 17 years later with 9 kids and I moved to another state for her too. I am sure that time will tell if Lena is lying or if something else really did happen. Come on I'll drop you off on my way to run some errands. And what are you doing today mommy shouldn't you be at the store working on your new line? Well excuse me I thought I was the mom!

You are but I also know they watch you and where you go? Yeah well today I got a ton of they errands to run since they decided they wanted to do a reunion tour this summer. Guess who's doing the costumes! Really mom that's big. It is but it's also a big headache too. I love my wives I swear I do Lo, but as clients I be wanting to cuss they asses out for real. Especially that little one. Which one they all little. My point exactly. Wow I never thought I'd see that day she said laughing. Well I do and after I pick you up I am going to come back run me a hot bath and drink me a bottle of wine. A whole bottle mom! Come on they'd smell the alcohol and take it from me so I bought the little bottles that equate to like 2 glasses, so I can be half way through it by the time they catch on. You're too much mom! Hey I cope the way I cope so that I don't cuss out my wives for being so damn indecisive about shit. Yeah good luck with that, that little one is mean. They all little exactly she said laughing.

-Lo-

Thanks mom I said getting out the car. Your welcome just call me when you are ready. Okay I said closing the door and going into the building. I waited for the doctor to call my name. Something kept pulling at me to text Lena so I did I made it short and to the point.

"We need to talk! Meet me at 5:30 at the Starbucks by GSU campus!"

I didn't wait to see what she said instead I put my phone on vibrate and then tried to calm my nerves. I hadn't seen Dr. Ross in years, probably since my sophomore year of high school after I beat that fake model bitch at that party. Well well look who's here Ms. Watkins she said opening her door. Hi Dr. Ross! It's been a long time what are you doing here? You mean my mother didn't tell you? Tell me what? I've been binging and purging again and I've also picked up a nasty alcohol problem. Nope she didn't. Care to explain she said motioning for me to sit down. My ex-boyfriend, I caught him with my best friend. Doing! You know what they were doing! But I want you to tell me what they were doing.