Seal III:The Legacy Continues

~*Dreamz*~

~ Chase~

Wow! I said leaving Shi Shi's room. We...well she had been talking to me for the last two hours and I just didn't think that for her to be 11 that she had that much going on in her life but she does and I don't even know how to formulate all of it. When I came out I ran into my mom coming up the stairs.

How did it go? Mom, I can't even...is she that bad Chase? All I am gonna say is that Mommy really needs to listen to her, not yell at her, or threaten her but really listen to what she has to say. You know how difficult that's gonna be for her to do right? I know, but if she wants to know what Santana just told me she will make the sacrifice. You and Shi's dinner is in the oven if you are hungry. Thanks mom I'll bring it back up to her.

She looked at Shi's door before going back down stairs. I went to my room and called Vi, she's Santana keeper and I know she'd want to know what was going on with her.

Hey Chase what's going on? More like what's not going on. What's that supposed to mean? You talk to Shi Shi lately? Yeah she was asking me if she could come to New York for Thanksgiving. If that's an option, you should let her come. What's wrong with my baby? Too much she got into another fight today and now mommy is flipping out cause she thinks Santana is having a mental breakdown. Did she tell you about the dreams? You know about them? Yeah I have for while its bothering her and until she tells them it's going to continue to bother her. Are you and Lo coming for my birthday? Yeah we'll be there. Okay maybe we as her sisters can talk to her as well. Yeah we can. I got class in a few minutes but keep me updated on her. I will tell Lo and Cely I said Hi. I will! Bye Vi! Bye Chase!

*Ti*

Come here Jay I said grabbing her arm and pulling her into the powder room. Some reason we in the bathroom Ti? You need to tell her. Tell who what Ti? Santana you need to tell her about Michael and what happened that night. Nope Ti not happening she's only 11, I am not about to tell her how her father tag teamed her mom's. Not that shit Jay; I mean the drugs and the car accident all of it. The car accident Ti, I don't want her to have to relive that. To late baby she already is. What do you mean? I mean your daughter is crying out for help Jay'mee she is. All of these fights and shit are because of him or rather him not being here. Shit she said leaning against the wall. I wasn't ready for this, why didn't you tell me this would be so damn hard Ti? You were ready for this, you've been ready all the kids before have prepared you for this moment. You just need to realize that Santana is your flesh and blood. What did we always tell Li, I said making her look at me? That she was good mother. Yeah and the same thing applies to you Jay'mee. You did something none of us could do that was deliver that baby without any damn drugs. You remember that pain? Please don't remind me I ain't have sex for like 7 months after that. Exactly, you two are connected. More connected then any of us will ever be. And she's dealing with the same shit you dealt with except you didn't kill her father. She didn't see that the way you did. But you also gotta see it from her view point your father didn't try to kill you either.

He did try kill us Ti! You ever wonder where I got the scar on my side from. He cut me with a butcher knife when I was 6. He use to beat the dog out of Brandon, and Brooklyn he'd do things to her that would make her be afraid of any man that'd come within 5 feet of her. You saying he...not fully but he'd touch her. We all fucked up Ti, and I don't want my daughter to go through the same shit that I did. It's inevitable because its already happened you just need to be there for her and make sure she knows she's not alone in this the same way Ms. Lo did for you. You really think telling her about Michael will help? She needs to know. I don't know she's only 11 and...stop making excuse and woman up. You were woman enough to get her, now be woman enough to take care of her. She gave me this look that I hadn't seen in a long time. It was the look of I know your right but right now I just don't want to accept it. Okay she said letting out a deep breath I'll tell her about Michael if that's what it takes to get my little girl back.