Those Eyes (Camren, Camaustin fanfic)

Chapter 42: The End?

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Heyy guys! Sorry I haven't been updating much, I'm not in my country:(
But I'm about to finish another one:) hope you've liked it so far, thanks for reading!
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Camila's POV:

I can't believe I kissed her. Oh my God, Lauren is going to hate me forever. Actually she kissed me, but it took me a little longer than it should have to push Vero away. I need to find Lolo and tell her how sorry I am, but I haven't seen her in hours. We were all talking when Lauren went to the bathroom and Vero took me to another room. "There's something I want to show you." She told me holding my hand and dragging me through a hallway. "But Lauren..." I started saying until she interrupted me. "But Lauren nothing, she gets to hang out with you all the time, I don't." She said staring into my eyes. We were both pretty drunk, and I don't even know how it happened, but as soon as we were alone she crashed her lips against mine. "Vero, wait. I'm with someone." I told her after a couple of seconds. It shouldn't have taken me so long. "I don't care, I want you." She told me throwing herself on top of me. "But I do, this should've never happened, I'm sorry." I told her and left the room. And now I feel like the biggest slut on Earth. I just kissed one of my girlfriend's best friend. And I can't seem to find Lauren anywhere. As soon as I tell her the better, hiding things from her is like the worst thing ever. I've been wandering around Alexa's house for at least thirty minutes and I haven't found Lauren and fuck I'm freaking out. I decide to go upstairs, maybe she's in Alexa's room or something. I walk down the hallway and open the first door. "Are you fucking serious? Close the damn door!" A dude with two girls on top of him screams. "Shit, sorry." I answer leaving the room. That was awkward. I walk over to the next room and open the door. "Lauren, what the fuck?" I say as soon as I see her with Paul all over her. "Camzi wait!" I hear her voice, but I slam the door and walk away. I can't believe this is happening either. I told her I didn't want her to see that asshole, I knew he would try to hook up with her again. "Camila please wait!" I hear her voice and she grabs my arm. "Let me explain!" She says turning me to face her. "She kissed me Lauren, I'm sorry." I say and her jaw drops. "What? Who kissed you?" She asks me with her eyes wide open. "Can we go somewhere and talk?" I say softly and she nods. Something's not working between us anymore, and even though I hate to accept it, maybe being together isn't what's best for us.

"What's happening to us Camz?" Lauren asks me closing the door of an empty room behind her. "I don't know." I answer sitting on the edge of the bed and she sits next to me. "This isn't us babe." She says staring at me with those amazingly soothing green eyes. "I know Lolo, what do we do?" I ask her biting my lip. "We work through this, we fix it." She says putting her hand on my leg. "What if this is already broken?" I ask and I feel a tear run down my cheek. "Don't give up on us Camila, please." She says wiping my tears with her hands. "Maybe this is what's best for both of us Lo." I say taking a deep breath. "No, being together is what's best for us Camz, and you know that." She says holding my hands. "This is too much Lo, we can't go on pretending nothing's wrong when..." Her full lips shut me up with the most passionate kiss. And that's when every hard thing we've been through means nothing, because we will always have this, this extremely rare connection, this special, indescribable bond. "I love you Camila, and that's all that matters, at least to me." She says catching her breath and staring directly into my eyes. "I love you too." I answer and press my lips against hers again. She lays down on the bed and I get on top of her catching my breath. I start to softly kiss her neck and collarbone as her hands move up and down my waist. I take off my dress and continue sucking on her collarbone. She moves her hands up my bare back and takes off my bra. Now Lauren gets on top of me and starts kissing my body, from my neck, down my tummy and all the way to my hip bones. She throws her shirt to the floor, takes of her shorts and continues kissing my inner thighs. I feel her fingertips reach out to my panties, as she slowly rolls them down my legs. Her hands on my knees open up my legs allowing her to explore me with her tongue. My breath starts to get heavier, my knees get weak and my whole body arches as her tongue moves up and down my clit. "Oh my God, Lauren..." I say moaning and bite my lip. Maybe Camren quality time was exactly what we needed. I can't believe for a second I almost broke up with her. I was ready to do it, but she's right, we're supposed to be together, we're meant to be.

Lauren's POV:

"I missed this Lolo." Camila says laying her head on my bare chest. "Me too, I missed having you all to myself." I answer giggling and kiss her head. "But we need to get dressed and get out of here before someone walks in." I say sitting up straight. "Did I tell you I walked in on a threesome earlier?" She asks me putting on her underwear. "Oh my God, me too!" I answer laughing. "We should totally do that someday." Camila says lifting an eyebrow. "Are you out of your mind? There's no way in fucking hell I'm sharing you with another person. Your body is all mine." I tell her grinning and she walks up to me and hugs me. "I know Lo, and I'm glad we're back on track. I could never make it without you." She says staring into my eyes and I peck her lips. "Lets get out of here Camz, your parents must be waiting for you." I say smiling and she holds my hand. "Thank you Lauren, I love you." She says as we walk out of the room. "I love you too." I answer softly. I was so scared, I can't even explain how scared I was. She almost ended everything between us, she was ready to give up on everything we have been working on. I could feel my heart on my throat, my hands started to sweat, but thank God I was able to change her mind before she broke my heart. "Lauren, are you leaving without saying goodbye?" I hear Vero's voice as we get to the front door. We turn to face her and I feel anger all over my body. "I won't get to see you guys in a while, I'll miss you." She says staring at Camila and sipping her drink. "Yeah, but we have to go." I say grabbing Camila's waist and we start to walk to the door again. "But, hey! Wait! At least give me a hug." She says putting her hand on Camila's shoulder and hugs her. "We really have to go Vero, I'm sorry." I say pulling Camila away. "Relax Lo! Being friends with this one is like having an overprotective boyfriend, isn't it?" She tells Camila grinning and puts her hand on her cheek. "How many of those have you had Vero?" I say pointing at her cup. "Why do you care? Let us have fun Lauren, maybe Camila wants to stay with me." She says grinning. "But she doesn't." I say holding her hand. "We do have to go Vero, we'll see you around." Camila says and we start to walk to the door again. "Hey Camz, if you want to do that again sometime call me." Vero yells laughing. "Dude stay the hell away from her, okay?" I say facing her and she grins. "What are you going to do Lauren? Hit me?" She tells me pointing at her cheek. "You're drunk Vero, just go bother someone else." I say walking away. "Oh, and you don't get to call her Camz, okay?" I add and leave Alexa's house holding Camila's hand. "That was intense, are you okay?" She asks me holding my face. "Yeah, I'm just... I don't want to lose you." I say getting into my car. "I'm sorry I scared you earlier, I almost made a huge mistake." She tells me staring at me with her big brown eyes. "But you didn't." I say rubbing her cheek with my thumb and kiss her lips. "I love you, I'm sorry, I was stupid as hell." She tells me and her voice cracks. "Hey, hey, stop apologizing. Everthing's okay, we're okay." I say and she smiles. I start driving to her house, and I feel her eyes set on me. "Is everything cool Camz?" I ask and she smiles. "Yeah, I was just thinking that you shouldn't be driving right now." She says giggling. "Yeah, I know. But I'm sober, I promise." I say and she sighs. "He's still out there, you know? Whoever's following through the country is still out there ready to reveal our secret." She says staring into my eyes. "I know, that's why we need to stick together babe." I answer and she nods. After a while we get to her house, and then I realize I have to sleep alone tonight and it sucks. "Thanks for the ride Lo, I'll see you tomorrow." She says leaning for a kiss. "Sleep tight baby." I say and she gets out of my car. I wait until she comes in and she waves goodbye. I drive to my house and walk into my room. "What the fuck just happened tonight?" I say to myself laying on my bed. Suddenly my phone buzzes.

From: Camzi<3

Please don't you ever let me give up on us, I could never live without Lo. I love you with all of my heart Lauren Jauregui, I really do.

To: Camzi<3

I love you too Camila, thank you for being you. You make me the happiest person in the world.

I send it and close my eyes. She's amazing, it's crazy to think that I almost lose her tonight. Suddenly my phone buzzes again, she should be sleeping right now, not texting me.

From: Unknown Number

Nice party, huh? I'm outside your window, do you want to come out and play?