Tears form in my eyes as I pull my body away from him, blood surging out of my neck that now bares my mark, telling everyone that my mate has found me and that I am there's.
"You asshole!" I scream, my voice raspy as I start running up the stairs, hearing footsteps behind me.
I open my bedroom door, running in and slamming it behind me, knowing he'll just break it down if I lock it. He had the nerve to mark me.. he's such a douche.
"Paris.." He whispers my name softly as I curl up in a ball, the covers over me.
"Leave me alone." I say, the tears finally falling. He looks down, blood on his lips from my neck as he moves towards me, and if I wasn't in such a state like this, I probably would've pushed him away, I probably would've screamed at him, an maybe turned into my wolf- but right now, I'm too tired to care as the bed dips and his scent envelopes me, his warms wrapping around me and pulling me into his chest.
"I-I was angry.. I shouldn't have done that. I'm such a fuck-up.. but baby.. please just let me hold you.. before you make me leave, please let me love you." He whispers in my ear, his voice calming me down as my tears stop and I look up, probably looking like shit to him.
"What if I can't love you back?" My raspy voice says, my voice barely audible.
"I'll still stand by your side.. forever. I'll never stop wanting you Paris, I will always need you. You can't always run from your problems.. from your mate." He mumbles, his lips pressed to my forehead.
I let my eyes droop, being in the arms of my mate.. even though I know that when I wake up, there will be a good chance that I'll be ready to kill.
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I wake up, feeling sparks all over my skin. Wait what? My eyes snap open, my eyes sight blurry for a few moments before straightening to being sharp as my body abruptly sits up, the arm that was once on my stomach is gone.
"Xavier.. what are you doing in here?" I ask, looking at his beautiful body this is laying under my covers. His hair is everywhere but in the sexy way, tattoos are on his right arm but there mostly words.
"Mm.. baby? Go back to sleep..." he mutters, pulling my body down so I'm laying on my side once again. I look at his face and weirdly enough, after everything he's done, I let my hand touch his cheek, rubbing circles on it as the sparks ignite.
This seems to wake him up as a small smile forms on his lips and his mysterious evergreen eyes stare into my blue ones.
"Enjoying yourself babe?" He asks, his left cheek still pressed against the pillow. I nod my head with a small hum, being stupid as I move closer to him.
What the hell am I doing? I need to stop.. but I can't control myself.
I move the hair out of his eyes, and his smile seems to become bigger, adoration in his eyes. Our faces are a few inches away but I just focus on his beautiful features.
His sharp jaw.. his lips that call me to them, wanting mine to touch his soft ones.. his hair that sticks up everywhere as my hands beg to run through them. His eyes.. the mysterious eyes that pull me towards him without even trying.
"You're beautiful," he whispers, bringing a hand to touch my own face.
"Thank you Xavier.." I whisper.
"I love your touch," he whispers, bringing me closer so out body is touching and our lips are so close, it should be illegal.
"Sure does seen stronger, doesn't it?" I whisper to him.
"It's because of the mark. I won't feel it that much until you mark me.. well if you do," he says softly, a pained expression in his eyes.
"The mark," I whisper, realization hitting me in waves as anger pulses through me.
"You little-" I get cut off by my mates lips on mine, kissing me gently as a way to tell me to shut up.
"If you wanted me to shut up then you could've just said so," I mutter against his lips. He smiles, chuckling lightly.
"Mm.. you would've gotten angrier and most likely would of kicked me out," he mumbles before kissing me again.
I shut my eyes, the sparks growing more and more, the anger somewhere hiding in the back of my mind.. leaving me to just feel in the moment, and for once I let it. I let myself feel the passion, the pull, the happiness my mate can give me in just one simple touch.. one simple kiss.
But I guess that's where I'm wrong. It's not just a simple touch or a simple kiss.
This is the beginning of a foreign word I never wanted to ever feel, and without knowing it, I let myself show it towards Lilly and Jackson who are like my parents, and towards Lance, my adopted son.. and now.. I'm showing it towards my mate Xavier, and maybe... just maybe this foreign feeling, this foreign word and take me out of my darkness. Maybe, just maybe it can save me.
He can save me.
I can love him.
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Alpha Xavier (Completed) 1st Book
Werewolf-Was called 'An Alpha's Luna'- A rogue, an ex-warrior, her names Paris Evans, a girl of many things. She gets to become a rogue, once she betrays her Alpha, a huge betrayal, one worth death. But she hadn't given one care when she learned she was bec...
