𝒜𝓊𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓎 𝒥𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒𝓃 ~ Be Afraid

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         You had a fun day at the mall with Zoë, you could tell you were gonna like her. But the joy of the earlier day was gone now gone and you stared blankly at the white painted wall as you laid in bed the only light coming from the Christmas lights hung on your wall. You turned on your other side, away from the wall and looked at the empty space next to you. You wished the 5'3 raven haired girl was laying next to you cuddling into you as if she was a 4 year old cuddling with a teddy bear

Audrey would wrap her arms around your torso and cuddle her head on your chest while you wrapped your arms around her in a protective way  and would sometimes play with her hair while your legs were tangled together. You knew why Audrey cuddled you like a teddy bear, it was because of the fucked up life she had before you got here, and now it was happening again

Audrey wouldn't admit that she was scared sometimes or that she wanted to feel protected but you could see it in her actions

Tears mindlessly fell from your large pain filled eyes and numbed your cheeks, You didnt even know you were crying. You needed the ocean eyed girl next to you. You needed Audrey

You never realize how much you need someone until their gone

You kept on repeat the look she gave you before she walked out it was almost a pleading look but at the same time her eyes were filled with pain

You snuggled into Audrey's sweatshirt you were wearing taking in the scent before quickly taking it off leaving you in your black tank top you tossed into your fuzzy chair in the corner the same chair Brooke had tossed your phone on yesterday

The light from your phone lit up the dark room making you squint your eyes from the sudden visual change. You quickly grabbed it and turned the brightness down but stopped when you saw a text from Audrey it made your heart ache but at the same time got you excited you hovered your thumb over the screen before sliding it open

Audrey: what are you wearing?
You looked down at your phone confused Audrey wasn't a very flirty type; well sometimes but you didn't expect this right now

Y/n: i was wearing your top but I remembered what a dick you were so I tore it off

You hit send without a second thought slightly regretting it what the read sign popped up under the text bubble. Knowing Audrey she would come back with a sarcastic remark or not respond at all

Audrey: you always looked good in my tops

You couldn't help but smile, how the hell were you supposed to respond to that? You stared at the screen , thumbs hovering over the keyboard trying to think of a reply. Even broken up and she's still flirting with you, typical Jensen

You watched as the three little dots popped up meaning she was typing but then they stopped

Instead of responding you hit the power button on your phone and set it back down on your bed. You laid back down a smile tugged at your lips. Audrey wasn't here with you laying in bed but it was still awesome to talk to her before you went to bed and see that she didn't have any hard feelings.

Audrey smiled at her screen knowing you wouldn't have a response to that. "I love you" she typed out her thumb lingered over the send button but she quickly moved it to the backspace deleting the message  she shut her phone off and placed it on her night stand before lying down and cuddling into her covers
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