𝒜𝓊𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓎 𝒥𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒𝓃 ~ Be Afraid

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Audrey had shut the curtains and dimmed all the lights in your living room. Audrey had figured out how to put the video on the tv so you could all watch it. Audrey sat down next to Noah and pressed play.

"Hey" your face popped up on the tv "um if you're watching this Im probably a goner am I right?" You laughed slightly making Audrey smile "or one of you went snooping around my room" you paused and looked around your room licking your lips "Audrey always wanted to know about my past, and I guess I'm here to tell that" you clapped your hands together and sat criss cross in your desk chair

"My mother was bipolar, my father was an alcoholic and an addict he took we he pleased and offered nothing no money no support" tears formed in your eyes "since my mom was bipolar she would be up in the morning making us breakfast and by noon she was curled up in her bed"

"I had three other siblings Fiona, Lip, and Kylie. Fiona was 22, Lip  17, Kylie and Dustin being twins 6 years old, and then me I was 10. Fiona had dropped out of high school when she was 17 to help raise all of us. Lip was the smartest in his class that's where my mom said I got my smarts from."

Audrey sat almost on the edge of the couch interested in the story "my family wasn't always rich that didn't happen until my mom made a come back in the fashion industry, we lived in a little house and I can't tell you how many times we were called the hood rats or "the project" family cause we were but we didn't care" You licked your lips and smiled "i used to read The Outsiders to Dustin and Kylie because we related to the greasers"
(A/n: if you have ever read the outsiders or seen the movie you get what I'm talking about 😂)

"One day when we were about to go out I don't even remember what we were arguing about but I remember what I said. I said I wish you were all dead" you voice cracked as tears brimmed your eyes Brooke bit her lip knowing the worst of the story "I didn't mean it at the time of corse but I still said it"
"We we're getting in the car to go somewhere I think we were all going to pick up my dad from the police station which was a regular thing by now, on the way there every started to argue again which made Fiona who was driving stop and yell at us I got out of the car and started walking back Dustin being the tag along he is followed me"

Audrey could tell you were getting upset and almost wanted to end the video but she wanted to hear the rest "the car was an old car constantly breaking down, gas leaks, anything you could think of it probably had that problem. It blew up with them still in it"

The room fell silent everyone trying to process the words "we shouldn't of drove it, they had said that" you couldn't say anything else the memory of that night still clear in your head.