𝒜𝓊𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓎 𝒥𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒𝓃 ~ Be Afraid

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~flashback~

You were sitting in the backseat with Kylie and Dustin while Fiona drove and Lip sat in the front seat. "Can't believe we have to go pick this alcoholic up again" Lip complained looking out the window "Lip" Fiona said firmly you let out a sigh and bit your nail "just saying mom wouldn't want you doing this" Lip said "Mom is useless! She doesn't love me" Fiona snapped making you almost jump. Kylie cuddled her doll into her chest.

"She doesn't love you, she doesn't give a shit about anyone but herself she couldn't even get Dustin and Kylie a fucking birthday card!" Fiona yelled, you loved Fiona you did but the things she said sometimes wasn't okay. "She does love us right Lip?" Kylie asked in her innocent voice "yes she does" Lip confirmed

"No she doesn't" Dustin mumbled as he played with his mini baseball bat "Dust" you said and glanced over at him "shut up and just get comfy in this backseat" Dustin snapped "I'll get comfy when my foots in your ass" you replied

You and Dustin started spitting insults at each other Fiona slammed on the brakes making Dustin who wasn't wearing a seat belt hit his head on Lips seat "dumbass" Kylie mumbled and started to play with her doll again Dustin grabbed her doll and tossed it out the open window

"everyone stop!" Fiona yelled turning in her seat to look in the backseat. You unbuckled and threw open your door "see you at the house" you said and got out of the car slamming it behind you "y/n!" You heard Lip yell

You heard a car door and a short Dustin run up beside you "go back" "no"

"Should we go get them?" Lip asked Fiona she clenched her jaw and sighed "no y/n has her pocket knife they'll be okay" Fiona went to start the car again it made a few noises then just wouldn't start "of course" Lip mumbled "I got it" Fiona went to unbuckle

"Go!" Dustin started walking back to the car you stood and watched to make sure he got in You didn't realize what had happened until you fell on your butt and looked up to see the car enfolded in flames and smoke. "Fiona!" You screamed and got up running towards the car Dustin was only a few feet away from the car laying on the ground passed out probably from the heat and how hard his head hit the ground

~over~

"I was confused and shocked, when Dustin woke up he was hysterical his heads burning up I don't know what to do, so I ran down the street Dustin under one arm I was holding Kylie's doll in my other hand, I was trying to find help, would have been easier scoring crack on them streets then a ride I ran there on foot. Dustin had a fever of 104, if he hadn't of woken up he wouldn't have survived he also got a cut from the gravel on his head, he probably still has a scar from it." Everyone glanced over at Dustin who sat criss cross on the floor

"My Dad didn't come home until three days later he didn't ask me about my siblings or why Dustin was in the hospital. The first thing he asked me was how much money I had on me" almost everyone in the room was crying and Audrey could only feel terrible for you "that wasn't the first time either stuff didn't get better until about a week later when my mom realized that Fiona wasn't there to take care of us so she finally got on her meds and helped"

"If could say anything to Fiona Kylie Lip it would be, I should have saved you and I hope you knew that you were my home and no matter what after that night I've always felt lost" you sighed as a tear rolled down your cheek "okay" you laughed and slapped your hands on your thighs "goodbye, oh and! Before I go Dustin and Noah you guys can have the fudge pops in the freezer, bye" you clicked the off button and the video stopped you smiley at the camera

Noah and Dustin glanced at each other before jumping up and running to the kitchen trying to push each other out of the way. Audrey laughed and wiped a tear off her cheek she stood up and walked to the tv to turn it off "goodbye y/n"