𝒜𝓊𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓎 𝒥𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒𝓃 ~ Be Afraid

{ 07 }

"So what are you wearing?" Lydia asked over the computer screen "Im probably just gonna stay in this it's cute" you replied balancing a pen on your nose "yeah it is, Whats up with you ? Any luck with Audrey?" You let the pen fall off your nose "I don't wanna talk about it"

"Why what happened?" Lydia asked concern sketching her face over the screen "she started dating someone" you replied slouching back in your fur chair "Aww Im sorry babe" Lydia said pouting her lip "its fine" you said giving her a sad smile "Im just gonna get drunk tonight and forget about it" ..

You walked into Brooke's house "Im here!" You yelled taking your shoes off next to everyone else's leaving you in your black socks. "Were in here" Brooke yelled "hey" you said smiling sitting next to Noah on the couch you saw Audrey and shifted around "where's emma?" You asked not spotting the dirty blonde anywhere

"Kitchen" Kieran answered. You went to the kitchen needing to get away from Audrey "hey em" you said leaning on the center counter she turned and smiled seeing you "hey"

You looked down and saw the cup that sat in front of you "Whats this?" You asked pointing at it "oh it was mine but I made it too strong, it's vodka and-" you cut Emma off by taking a drink of it. You scrunched up your face, Emma was right she did make it too strong but you didn't care if this meant forgetting Audrey it would be worth it. "I'll take it" you whispered and took another drink.

"She's beauty she's grace she wants to get shit faced" Noah sang walking into the kitchen "you can't drink your problems away" he commented "yeah well usually I'm a big fan of ignoring the problem until it just goes away" you winked at Noah before taking another drink of the mixture.

You grabbed the bottle of vodka "I will be outback making this bottle of vodka my new best friend" you said grabbing your well Emma's cup "skipping the movie?" Noah asked turning to watch you walk out the back door

"She's beauty she's grace she wants to get shit faced" you mocked Noah's singing from earlier before shutting the back door and taking a seat of one of Brooke's red lounge chairs. You were glad Brooke had set the bonfire up even though no one would be out here.

You had already drunken three cups but that was enough to get you drunk. But it wasn't getting Audrey off your mind.

"I'm gonna go check on y/n" Audrey stood up from her spot on the couch and made her way outback , Brooke glanced at Emma before jumping over the couch turning off the tv so she could hear better "I wanna hear this" Brooke said "come on guys it was just getting to the good part" Kieran whined "shut up" Emma whispered to him.

You kept thinking about Audrey how she would never kiss you or even get close to that. You touched the key necklace that you still had on. The closest you would get with her was just a good friendship.

Out of the corner of your eye you saw someone sit down on the couch  next to you "Audrey?" you whispered lifting your head up from your hands holding back your tears

"Yes y/n it's me, you okay?"

You nodded sleepily as you laid back in the chair "you sure you doing okay?" She questioned "hmm" you hummed opening your eyes to look at her "come over here" Audrey said putting her drink down

You stood up and took a step forward loosing your balance Audrey grabbed your waist before you could fall and helped you sit down next to her. You laid your head on her shoulder "doing okay down there?" She smirked moving a strand of hair out of your face " Im always okay when you're around but I wanna sleep"

"I know babe let me go get you water" babe? Audrey stood up but didn't get far before your hands wrapped around her wrist pulling her to sit back down "Dont leave"

"Im alright Im staying" she mumbled she settled down next to you wrapping her arm across your shoulders as you snuggled into her side.

You wrapped an arm around her waist and played with the hem of her shirt gently touching the exposed skin on her hip when her shirt would ride up

"Hey? Audrey" you mumbled after a few minutes of silence as the both of you watched the fire

Audrey didn't answer you so you waited "Audreeey" you whined

"What is it y/n?" She questioned finally answering you

"Ive got a secret"
"And What would that be?"

"Dont tell Audrey but.. i really really like her" you whispered the last part Audrey sighed and looked down at you with a sad smile "that's just the alcohol talking"

"You idiot" you tapped Audrey's nose smiling tiredly at her "alcohol can't talk if it could me and vodka would be best friends"

Audrey chucked laying her head on top of yours "just go to sleep y/n" she said running her hands up your arm and playing with a few strands of your hair, chuckling as she saw your already unconscious form.

"God you are so beautiful"
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