𝒜𝓊𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓎 𝒥𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒𝓃 ~ Be Afraid

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You stood in the bathroom trying to collect yourself.

Why would you do that? Why did you say yes? What is wrong with you?

You could feel your heartbeat rise and your hands start to shake, you looked at yourself in the mirror and could see the tears forming in your eyes. You looked down and shook your head. Anxiety attack.

"Boo" Brooke rushed up behind you dropping her bag next to yours. Brooke was one of the only people you told about your panic/anxiety attacks. "Why did I say yes?" You managed to get out

"Look at me" Brooke forced you to turn around and put her hands on your face, "it will be okay. Nothing is going to happen" she sternly said. You shook your head and she nodded hers.

"If I agree to let you get shit faced drunk tonight will you calm down?" You rolled your eyes and turned back to the mirror. "That's not the problem Brooke"

"I know but you know how you are when you're drunk" Brooke placed a hand on your lower back and stood next to you. You looked at her with confusion "no I don't know how I am when I'm drunk cuz I never remember things" you grabbed paper towel to blow your nose.

Brooke laughed "well in summary, you're always all over Audrey wether it's sexual or not, well most the time it's in a sexual way. Even if Audrey's not around you're always asking for her. So this time she'll-"

"She'll actually be around, so you want me to rub me and Audrey's relationship in Ginas face" you finished her sentence. You looked at Brooke's smirking face.

With a sigh you grabbed your bag "sooo it's a plan?" Brooke put out her pinky finger. You wrapped your pinky finger around hers "it's a plan" you said before tossing her bag at her.

"Oh wait" she hurried towards you making you stop and face her "look up" she instructed and you did so. She wiped the under of your eyes "sorry you had some mascara running"

You chuckled and walked out of the bathroom, Brooke following "the good part of this plan is I get to get drunk for the first time in months" you said laughing "and you might get some more of that Jensen ass, know what I'm saying?" Brooke winked at you and wiggled her eyebrows.

You playfully shoved her "shut up"