In the movie theater waiting to see IT while I write this so wish me luck
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You got out of your bed and made your way over to your bathroom. You looked at yourself in the mirror and sighed turning on the sink. You ran your hands under the warm water and washed your face off quickly. You swung open the mirror and grabbed your medicine out of the cabinet. The medication was supposed to help you sleep peacefully but rarely did it actually work anymore.
You put a pill in your mouth along with some sink water and swallowed it, looking back at yourself in the mirror. Your eye bags were terrible and your skin looked slightly discolored. Shaking your head you walked out of the bathroom, clicking the lights off and laid back in your bed.
The room was nothing but darkness as you laid there, waiting for the sleeping pills to kick in. You turned on your side, then on the other side, then back to the other before finally lying on your back and staring blankly at the ceiling.
You hadn't been taking the best care of yourself. After the killing spree you thought you would be okay but you were so wrong. Anxiety and nightmares kicked in and had been putting you through hell. Obviously not being able to deal with it on your own, your mother got you medication. The medicine had actually stopped the nightmares for a little but they didn't seem to help anymore.
How did you keep all this from Audrey? You honestly had no clue.
With the anxiety came anxiety or panic attacks but if you never had them around Audrey. She always seemed to keep you calm.
You finally felt your eyelids become heavy, you rolled on your side and cuddled up to the covers, hoping for a good nights rest but you knew that wasn't what you were about to get.
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This is probably one of the worst parts I've ever written.
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𝒜𝓊𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓎 𝒥𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒𝓃 ~ Be Afraid
FanfictionMoving to Lakewood the town where no one can hear you scream is tougher than it looks, even tougher when you have to deal with your haunting past.
