Three months now passed and Sean has been visiting regularly and we go out on dates weekly, we have another date for our one month, because Sean forgot to celebrate it when it actually happened.
Me: tonight were changing it up
Green hair: what do you mean?
Me: you're going to pick me up and take me out.
Green hair: changing the roles I see.
So what am I not the women in this?lol
Me: we're both guys which makes us a gay couple Sean,lol
Green hair: okay what time should I pick you up then
Me: let's say 9
Green hair: got it baby.
Make sure you look nice for me.
Were going to a movie then dinner at the place we went for our first date.
I lock my phone and set it down smiling, he better not get cocky because I'm giving him a taste of power in this relationship. I know we give half and half in this relationship but I feel that I give more power not because I'm physically bigger but mentally, I've lived through many relationships and I feel I've experienced it all so any problem I'll be able to handle with no sweat. When I think about it all the relationships I've been in have never been like the one I'm in with Sean.
There has been a psycho, a whore, many lustful nights, a Jesus freak, but never have I ever had someone like Sean. It's hard to put him in a category he's a little but of everything, but also nothing I can compare him to, figuring out this man is difficult. Now I can see what he means by I'm the woman now, I'm thinking about him like every women does about her man.
I scoff and walk over to my bedroom laying back feeling the soft covers engulf me in its embrace. This bed has so many memories of us and our relationship I think it's the number one place me and Sean go to and not just for sex, we have dates weekly and when were not on those dates were either in bed talking, having sex or sleeping.
I remember one day me and Sean talked all night about my lifetime until now, while the sun set and rised, we were pretty brain dead the next day, but slept all day together.
I turn my head hoping that the green haired Irish boy would be by my side, but he wasn't, the pillow still smelled like him. I reach for his pillow inhaling his scent then falling asleep holding it close to me like it was him.
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I woke with the time being past the originally set date time, it was 2 hours past and I quickly throw on a nice casual outfit then checked my phone, but there wasn't any text from him. It confused me a bit, but I couldn't dwell on it so I decide to make my way to his house. I knock more than once waiting for him to answer, but nothing, I pull out my phone after multiple times and text him that I'm outside his place. It was only read but no response not even the bubbles, fuck something must be wrong. I lift Sean's welcome mat and grab the key he hides under it. Should I do this? Entering his house without permission is kinda a crime, then I realized he could be in trouble so I barge into his house looking around frantically not caring that I left the door wide open I only cared if my baby was okay.
The house looked the same nothing off about it. I sprinted to his bedroom opening the bathroom door when I pass it but no one was in there, I swing open his bedroom door but no Sean.
"Where is he?"
I say to myself in almost a sob when I fall back against the wall and slide down it thinking of my next move. His watches were spread out on his dresser and a messy pile of ties and bowties rested near his closet door that's when I notice the price tag next to that pile, I pick it up and exam it.
"This is the same one that."
My blood was now rushing through my veins and I started to get angry, I push around all his clothes but the dress was gone.
"No. No there's- No just no. There's no way he could cheat on me."
Am I not doing enough for him? What else can I do to keep him? Is this because I am a monster? The tears start to fall and I don't hold them back I let him rum down my face. Hot and thick fogging my vision.
When I gather myself I lock his door and put the key back under the welcome mat and head to the nearest bar.
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Immortality ‖ Septiplier
Fanfiction"Throughout my life I've never meet anyone like you, Mark." "And you wont have to, I live forever remember." Sean laughs his annoying but cute laugh and I kiss him forever and now, until his days end. I love this Irish idiot.
