I was crying. The whole freaking time.
I dont even feel anything anymore. tears are just flowing out my eyes and yet i. Dont know why.
I contemplated on calling my dad. But i dont want him to be sad and mad while he's miles away from us.
So i checked him off my list.
How could she do this? All my life ive been a good girl. Yes, i wont lie, im also a total rebel. But not infront of them. I dont skip class in any way. My. Grades are high and not me. Ive never touched alcohol, i never smoke. Im the perfect daughter. Except for the pranks i did at school. With the help of my bestfriend ofcourse.
But all in all, im not troublesome. heck. I never had boyfriends. I have suitors, but they all run when i start being sarcastic. I mean, i cant help it. Its a talent.
Maybe she wanted me to be bad. Maybe she wanted me to lie .
Maybe she wanted me to be a rebel.
Maybe i wanted to feel how to be free for once.
Maybe this is the perfect situation.
I stopped at a gasoline station just to clear my mind for a little bit. I checked my phone and it was bombarded with calls and messages from my mom.
Hmm , i didnt even notice it . Maybe because i was too busy crying .
I ignored her calls and decided to call my bestfriend.
She picked up on the second ring.
Music was blasting from her background.
"Hayyy girl! Whats up. " she giggled.
Oh my god shes so drunk.
"Girl, can i. " i tried to tell her . But how?
I heard whispering from background.
Great, the guy is still there.
"Can you what girl? Cmon spill. I didnt stop our kiss just because you wanted to play the 'guess what' game" she saif rather tiredly.
Great now i feel bad for ruining their moment.
In one swift moment i spilled it.
"I want to drink tonight. I mean, at this hour. Its not night anymore right ? Its almost 3?" As soon as the words came out my mouth, i heard her scrambling her words. It consisted with words like,
"Get out now !"
"No . I mean yes. I mean, maybe later. Or tomorrow. I dont know just get out!"
"My best friend needs me. Yes bye k. Get out"
And since i was sad, i fought the urge to not grin at her words. She's basically kicking the guy out just for me. I have a wonderful bestfriend. And im so glad i have her.
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Her Chaos
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