She's the music to my soul (Camren fic)

Chapter 33

Lauren POV

Monday, October 31st 1pm
After lunch, it was time for third period and that was absolutely nothing to look forward to. It had only been a day and she already missed Camila and as soon as she heard her phone buzz, her heart jumped in excitement because it was Camila.

Queen 😘🙈👑💋
[1:05pm]
Hi beautiful, sorry I didn't text you yesterday.

Goddess 😍💕🙈
[1:05pm]
It's fine baby, Ik yesterday was the 1st day you've seen your family in awhile.

Queen 😘🙈👑💋
[1:06pm]
Yeah & Sofi demanded all of my attention. I didn't really even get to have a real convo w/ my parents. The furthest we got was 'How are you' before she dragged me upstairs to play princess.

Goddess 😍💕🙈
[1:06pm]
Lol aww that's so cute!!

Queen 😘🙈👑💋
[1:07pm]
lol she's so adorable. Anyway how are you?

Goddess 😍💕🙈
[1:07pm]
I'm good, but babe, I'm soo bored!

Queen 😘🙈👑💋
[1:08pm]
Lol why are you bored?

Goddess 😍💕🙈
[1:08pm]
Bc woman, this substitute is boring! I miss you...

Queen 😘🙈👑💋
[1:09pm]
Aww baby, she can't be that bad. I miss you too though.
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We still tried to write new songs last week and as far as we got was the melody for one of them. We had a goal of writing ten new ones and we hadn't gotten anywhere.

"Guys how are we going to write ten songs when we can't even write one word?"

"Laur we'll get it. Let's start with a topic."

"I don't know dude. How about we each just come up with one line separately, no matter how bad it is. Then we switch and just write a line to go with the one already written." I suggest

"Hmm, that's worth a try." I start thinking of things to write about and the first thing, or person, I thought of was Camila.

'Fine light in a beautiful sea, I choose to be happy'

Once the boys wrote theirs we all switched and I got Ashton's.

'I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat'

Hmm what goes with this... I thought to myself

I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weak

That's pretty good, we switched again and this time I got Calum's.

'We meet again, good friend.
You see the stars come down to greet you.'

Uhh how about...

'You look like the last time'
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"Alright so what do we have so far?" I asked, Calum went first.

"Well mine is called 'Contradiction'"

We meet again good friend
You see the stars come down to greet you
You look like the last time
Let a new day come and greet you
Stuck in your ways, stuck in your mind, stuck all the time
When their out of the room, especially mine, used to be fine
I swear I was confused, used to be blind
That was a moment in time when I thought of you
Now I'm on mine
Some say hey to everybody
Yo tell 'em I love 'em, it's good this side of the globe
Is everything like it should? Man I don't know
But for everyone that think they should go
If you say that it's over (oh lord, oh lord)

"I was thinking that it could be a duet between you and Ashton." He addressed us "I'm down, that's dope. I like it." Ashton says before he told us about his song. "Alright mine is called 'what now'."

I been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weak
The days I'm stronger, know what so I say
That somethings missing
Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just want to scream
What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? Ohhhh what now?

"I like that, that's good. Mine is called 'Diamonds'" I stated before reading the words on my paper

Shine bright like a diamond x2
Find light in a beautiful sea
I choose to be happy
You and I x2
We're like diamonds in the sky
You're a shooting star I see
A vision of ecstasy
When you hold me , I'm alive
We're like diamonds in the sky
I knew that'd we'd become one right away
Oh, right away
At first sight I left the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes
"Yay us, we rock!" Calum gushed happily
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[A/N] My very extended absence... We won't speak of it capeesh? K good. Idk how many times I'm gonna update today but it may be more than once so we'll see. ✌🏼️