The other night was so dramatic and confusing. I don't understand why someone would break in but whatever it's over with. The spot on my side has been sore but I've been managing.
"Mommy" I say and climb into bed with Demi
"Hi baby" she says
"I need to tell you something" I say
"What is it?" Demi asks
"I uh may have possibly snuck out a few nights ago and went to a party" I say
"Why are you telling me this now?" Demi asks
"Because I got drunk and I uh kind of lost my virginity and I feel guilty" I whisper
"You WHAT?" Demi says
I look down and a tear slides down my face. I feel so guilty for doing that and not telling Demi sooner. She seems so mad and disappointed.
"I'm sorry" I say
"I'm so disappointed in you" Demi sighs
"I know" I say
"We'll talk about a punishment later when naya gets home but for now go to your room" Demi says
I nod my head and go to my room. I end up crying myself to sleep. I must've been asleep for a while because I woke up to Demi and naya sitting on my bed
"hi mom, mommy" I yawn
"Hi baby" Demi says
"Did you tell mom?" I ask
"I did" Demi says
"How much trouble am I in?" I ask
"you're grounded for two weeks" naya says
"Oh okay" I say
"Now come on down for dinner" Demi tells me
We walk downstairs and sit down. Molly and Leah come and join us then we start eating. After dinner I go back up to my room and play my music. I get a text From the guy I had sex with. I forgot he put his number in my phone...
Adam: hey sexy wanna hang out? 😉
Hannah: no sorry grounded
Adam: oh come on sneak out so we can have fun
Hannah: no Adam I'm not sneaking out and I'm not going to be your sex slave
Adam: 😔
Hannah: grow up
Adam: come on Hannah please
Hannah: NO
Adam: Hannah come on
Hannah: you're not going to leave me alone are you?
Adam: nope
Hannah: alright fine
Adam texts me his address and I sneak out my window. I really hope I don't get caught otherwise I'll be in so much trouble. When I get to Adams I sneak in through his window.
"Hey" he says
"Hi" I say
He pushes me up against the wall and tries to kiss me but I push him away.
"What the fuck" he growls
"I'm not having sex with you" I say
I sneak back out and make my way home. I quietly walk in the door only to be greeted with an angry demi and naya.
"Upstairs NOW" Demi demands
I run straight up to my room and sit on my bed. Demi follows and grabs my brush off the dresser.
"Please don't Demi I promise I won't do it again I'm sorry" I beg
She sits the brush down and sits next to me.
"Start explaining" she says
"He texted me and wanted me to come to his house and wouldn't leave me alone so I went to his house but left before he could try anything" I explain
"Okay first hand me you're phone and secondly next time someone texts you like that tell me or naya" Demi says
"I'm sorry" I say as I hand Demi my phone
"I don't know what you're punishment is yet but I'll let you know tomorrow" Demi says
I turn over onto my stomach to sleep and Demi kisses me goodnight.
"Mommy" I say before she leaves
"Yeah baby?" She says
"I love you" I say
"I love you too" she smiles
Demi leaves and a tear slides down my face. I can't believe I screwed up like this. I end up crying myself to sleep.
So this is more of a filler chapter but I may continue on with the idea in the next one. If I do decide to keep going with it what should her punishment be? and I'm definitely having Molly call naya mom in the next one
