Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

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Brittany's Pov~~*

Today is the day i move out of Justin's house and into my new care home, and to be honest I'm pretty nervous about it, Justin said i shouldn't be, its been three weeks since well you know what happened, and yeah i am still living in constant fear because they still haven't found Zack yet, and Justin fears for my safety, but he shouldn't worry, i wasn't safe in Justin's house because Zack knows where he lives, but he'll not no I'm moving to the blossom tree care home, its only 25 minutes away, so its not that much of a drive, Justin decided he would take me there though, someone could have came and got me but he wanted to drive me, aww how cute is he, i have stopped the self harm well till now i have, i tried doing it the other week there but Justin caught me, and took the blade out of my hands and just held me, and stopped me from crying because i couldn't stop, he threw the blade in the bin, but me being me i took it back out and hid it incase i need it again because you never know i might. I'm scared that i won't make any friends when i am here, I'm scared that everyone will bully me and it be just like what it was last time all over again, like i don't want to happen, i really don't but Justin tells me to not over react and to stay calm, that everyone will love me and shit, i hope he's right, this new place I'm going to has a good reputation and all that not compared to the old one which always got bad word of mouth, that the people are always friendly and don't tolerate any sort of bullying, so that makes me feel kinda better, i had butterflies in the pit of my stomach, because I'm just about to leave really, having spending a good number of weeks with Justin have been the best, and I'm gonna miss him, not being able to see his handsome face beside me, hes gonna like try and visit me everyday, but i tell him he needs to spend time with his friends, hes been spending to much time with me because we are not that far into our relationship yet, three and a half weeks it has been we have been a couple yeah its not that much of a achievement, i need to concentrate on making friends for once in my life, but i find it difficult to do that, I'm always a shy person and i always will be, i wish wasn't though.

"You Nervous". Justin said he held me tighter in his arms, as we lay outside in his back garden on the hammock.
"Yeah a little". i said taking a deep breath
"Don't be nervous, okay people are gonna love you when you arrive there, your gonna make loads of new friends, and then when you do you don't need to worry about anything else". he said playing with the ends of my hair
"I hope your right, i really do".
"i am i always am babe, and you know that". He said winking at me, while kissing my nose
"Haha shut up, I'm gonna miss you though, not being able to wake up to you everyday, or be able to cuddle into you at night, have those kisses in the morning". i got a bit teary eyed, but he wiped it away with his thumb.
"I know I'm gonna miss that but please don't cry you'll make me cry too in a minute, and not being able to hold you every night now its killing me, but am sure they'd let you come over and stay with me for a couple of nights, and surely let me stay with you to, its not like we're never gonna see each other again, because we will, and i know it seems like we won't"".
"And try and spend more time with your friends okay, because the number of weeks I've been here its just being spent with me, and not that i don't love that because i do, but you know what i mean, and I'm gonna try my hardest to make some friends".
"Good because i don't want you going here and feeling out of place, and left out, but that won't happen, i know for a fact that it won't, trust me it won't".
Pressing his lips against mine, placing one hand on my waist, feeling his cold had touch my skin, causing me to flinch a little, as we continued to kiss, the hammock fell down from the tree, and we both landed on the grass, we burst out laughing.
"Ouch my back, hahaha that hurt, but it's still funny". I said as i couldn't hold back the laughter
"Haha are you okay, i really need to tie that tighter".
"Or maybe someone is getting a litter fatter, and that's not me", I said getting up, and walking away like a boss, i could hear his feet shuffling behind me, and then his arms grabbed me around the neck, he started to suck on my neck, which made me giggle
"You calling me fat babe, you calling me fat". While he continued to tease me he knew what he was doing
"Oh no please don't, ahahaha that tickles". I screetched as I fell to the ground taking Justin with me
"Say Justin isn't fat, say Justin is a sex god".
"Oh come on really we all know that's true, there is no denying it". I said gently elbowing him
"Yeah but I wanna hear you say it"
He said, as I lay between his legs, as his arms were wrapped around me
"Okay fine, Justin isn't fat, and Justin is a sex god".
"Ahh that's better. ;)
"You do know I was joking when I said you were fat"
"I know babe, I know, I just wanted to hear you say that I'm a sex god"
Flashing that smirk of his when I looked up at him, I lay down on the grass and he hovered over the top of me
"And who do you think you are uhhm bitch" I said spinning my head and clicking my fingers at the same time just you know trying to be smart, he chuckled at me, yeah that was bad I know don't need to be reminded.
"Hahaha well I think I'm Justin Bieber".
"Hahaha very funny"
"Hahaha I know I'm hilarious, but you really called me your boyfriend a bitch".
"Yeah I guess I did, and what are you gonna do about it",
"I think I'm gonna kiss you for that"
"Well isn't that just awesome punishment".
"I think I should punish you more often". He said winking at me
"And do you realise how wrong that sounds Justin".
"Yeah I just did when you said it, you're so dirty minded, well that's the first time I have ever heard you being dirty minded because I don't know what was going through your mind at the time when I said that".
"I'm not a pervert". I said, Justin burst out laughing, have to admit that was pretty funny
"Hahaha please don't kill me, you just had to be born really funny didn't you, aw but it's cute, and should we get going".
Uggh I wasn't wanting him to say that so soon, I rolled my eyes, and sighed I didn't want to go, but I'm gonna have to, I have no choice, Justin took my hand as we got up off the grass, leading me through to the house where my bags were waiting in the hall at the bottom of the stairs, I sighed I didn't want to leave.