Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

72.

JUSTIN'S POV

She lay in my arms for hours, crying and sobbing into my chest, it broke my heart to see her in such a state. She eventually fell asleep, I lay there and watched her, I don't know why she never told me about what today was, I wish she did, but then again I understand because maybe she was scared to tell me. She doesn't have to be scared anymore, she knows that I'm here for her, she knows that I'll protect her, I'm here to catch her when she falls, I have strong shoulders that she can cry on, I have a heart that has a lot of love to give her, she's a beautiful angel that never deserved to go through what she had to go through in life and had such a young age.

I lifted her left hand up, and interwined her fingers with mine, gazing at the promise ring on her marriage finger. I hope she always keeps that promise, the ring also just shows my love and commitment to her. Looking at her face, seeing the tear stains down her cheeks, the mascara smudges underneath her eyes, the redness and rawness on her eyelids, hurts me to see her like this, when she hurts I hurt. I pressed my lips against her forehead giving her a gentle kiss. Pulling her closer to the warmth of my body, she groaned a little, moving slightly, shit I woke her, her eyes fluttered open, she looked up at me through her eyelashes, a smile formed on my face at how beautiful she is

"Justin!!". She moaned a little sounding agitated

"Baby ssh its okay, go back to sleep, your alright I'm here". My fingers tangled in her hair as I tried to run them through it but it was a epic fail

"No, I'm fine done all the sleeping I need to do, I'm sorry I never told you Justin I was just afraid that's all".

"Brittany baby don't worry about it okay, I understand if you didn't want to tell me, today is one of the hardest days for you and I get that, but at the same time I wish you would have told me, because I would have stayed off all day for you just to make sure you're alright".

"You're sweet Justin, thank you for always being there for me, you don't know how much I appreciate it, I love you".

"I love you more;)". I squeezed her tight, squashing our faces together, making her laugh

"I love your laugh and your smile, something I always want to see, to tell me that your happy, you are happy right ?".

"Of course I'm happy Justin, you don't realise how happy I am, today doesn't effect that, its just that I miss her Justin".

"I know you do baby, and I understand you, but never be afraid to tell me anything because you know that I won't judge you or love you any less, and I'll understand if there is some things you don't want to tell me, but you know me I won't judge you, I just want to show you and give you all the love that you deserve, because I have so much of it to give".

"Justin everything you say leaves me blush, why did I get a guy so sweet and adorable and cute".

"And sexy;)".

"Don't push it Bieber".

"Yes mam, sorry, but I'm the lucky one here, as I always say, I'm lucky to have you, I'm here to make you happy here to see you smile, come on turn that frown upside down". I could see her trying hard not to laugh, lip trembling, she buried her head into my chest, I let out a chuckle she's so cute when she's embarrassed
"I'm sorry that I keep embarrassing you beautiful, but its incredibly cute, come on show Bieber that beautiful face of yours, come on, come on you know you want to".
"Justin, stop seriously stop, you make me blush to much".
"Aww cutey Pie, hey come with me".
"Where are we going Justin".
"Somewhere, come on let's get your face cleaned up first, get your shoes on, and we'll go somewhere, somewhere where no one will find us".
"To the stars?".
"If you want to go to the stars baby we'll go there, but first let's clean that beautiful make up stained face of yours".
"Oh god I must be hideous, don't look at me anymore Justin".
"Hey, hey, you are beautiful come on". I helped her off the bed, and took her hand as we walked on through to the bathroom, I just wanna make sure she's always happy.