Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

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BRITTANY'S POV

"Marry me spend forever with me baby". I was trying to adjust to what was coming out that mouth of his. Maybe he is just saying that, a mean it just came out like the most randomist thing in the world

"W-what are you high or something?".

"No baby I'm being serious marry me, I know it wasn't what you expected to hear in the middle of us trying to sort things out, but thats one of the reasons why I brought you here".

"W-what so you brought me hear so you could propose to me?".

"Yes, I was gonna do it last night but you know that didn't happen, please say something baby".

"What do you expect me to say Justin, you just blurted out that you wanted to marry me, and what? What do you want me to say".

"Yes I hope".

"Are you crazy, stupid is there something wrong with your brain or do you even have a brain in there".

"So you don't want to marry me".

"Justin I-I". My voice cracked again, the tears came out once more, running down my face and dripping from my chin onto my clothes. I push Justin away from me and run out of the bedroom clutching my stomach and sobbing as I make my way into the bedroom, grabbing my bag from the floor and throwing it onto the bed, picking up the various pieces of clothing I had laying around the room, stuffing them inside not even bothering to check what they were or who they belonged to

"Baby w-what are you d-doing?".

"LEAVING JUSTIN I'M LEAVING YOU CAN FUCKING STAY HERE!!!".

"No b-baby p-please don't leave, I beg of you, don't leave me here, princess we can sort this out will you please just marry me, make me the happiest guy in the world and just be my wife".

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? DO YOU THINK I'M STUPID YOU GO OUT AND KISS SOME OTHER GIRL BEHIND MY BACK, AND THEN YOU ASK ME TO MARRY YOU EXPECT ME TO SAY YES THINKING THAT IT WILL MAKE EVERYTHING OKAY BECAUSE TRUST ME IT WON'T".

"Y-you h-haven't e-even a-answered my q-question what is it that you want".

"RIGHT NOW I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT JUSTIN ALL I KNOW IS THAT I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE".

"Baby please don't leave for god sake, would you please just stay so we can sort this out, how many times do I have to say I'm sorry, I'm sorry for going out, getting pissed and kissing someone else, I made a mistake can't you just except that I never slept with her it was just a kiss".

"THATS ALL YOU THINK IT WAS YES IT MAYBE HAVE BEEN A KISS BUT MY HEART IS TORN AND YOU DON'T EVEN CARE, YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS".

"Of course I care about your feelings that's why I never meant to hurt them but please don't leave please don't break up with me, I c-can't l-live w-without you, I g-gave you t-that p-promise r-ring for a r-reason". As I was gathering the rest of my things I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. The reflection isn't me. The girl I see is broken, her eyes all bloodshot from all the crying, I see a girl who is never going to be good enough for him, I'm alway going to be second best. Does he find me unattractive? Am I to ugly for him. I look so miserable so vulnerable. Seeing myself makes it worse. I should be strong. Angel boils inside of me, this is all his fault. If he had just stayed here and not gone out we wouldn't be in this situation at the moment we would still be happy, maybe if he had stayed I would have said yes, now I'm not so sure. I grabbed the nearest thing and throw it at the wall screaming, Justin behind me telling me to stop. My vision turns red from all the rage and anger I feel towards him. I fall to my knees crying again, trying to fight the tears but they just won't stop. I cry until I can't anymore, until I'm completely empty. I feel numb.