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by Bitxhs

by Bitxhs

NO ONE'S POV

After Justin had run out of the hospital he never went back home, he never got back into his car. Instead he just left it in the car park sitting, as he ran off into the night not knowing where he was going, all he knew was that in his head the love of his life had forgotten who he was, and that upset him, more than upset crushed his heart into a million pieces. How could this have happened? Well falling downstairs and getting a brain injury is to blame for this, but still why did Justin deserve this? Why did Brittany deserve this?, it broke Justin's heart to see Brittany look at him like he was some stranger, she was completely oblivious to who he was. She forgot how they met and their whole story of how they fell in love, Justin just prays that this will pass and she'll remember him quickly again so everyone can move on, but it doesn't look like its looking up that way we can only hope.

Justin hasn't been seen for 48 hours now, everyone is scared and worried for him. He won't pick up his phone, won't answer his texts, Pattie and Jeremy are going crazy, knowing their son is out there somewhere frightened, lost, confused, broken, everyone just wants him to return home safely. The police have been contacted, they're out on the look for him, all they have found is his grandad's car that he last used when visiting the hospital, and his jacket inside, the only evidence they have of him at the moment.

As for Brittany she has to stay in the hospital for another week, her injury was really serious, and the doctors just want to make sure she is fit enough for when she leaves. She doesn't understand why she is in Canada, Pattie visited her yesterday of course she was oblivious to who she was as well, she told Brittany everything, but she still didn't understand what she was talking about. The only memory Brittany can last remember was being back in that care home, being bullied by those people that are long gone out of her life now. The doctors have explained that this was expected of her brain injury, the memories might come back to her, but there is not a chance that they will everyone just has to cross their fingers that her memories will come back and Justin will be found. Who would think that everything would end this way, Brittany getting amnesia, Justin going missing that wasn't the perfect holiday they planned for Canada. All they wanted was to spend a fantastic week in Canada with each other, all Justin wanted was for Brittany to get to know his family more as she only met them once, but it all turned horribly wrong, not the way they wanted it to. The only thing that everyone can hope Is that some miracle will take over and turn this whole thing around.

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BRITTANY'S POV

Not understanding why I'm in a hospital in Canada frustrates me. A woman came and visited me yesterday she told me her name was Pattie and that she was that guy Justin's mother. She told I'm here on a holiday with Justin for a week to get to know its family a little more. Justin said he was my boyfriend and that I have been with him for a year, I'm not saying anyone is a lair here, I'm just saying it doesn't make sense, it really doesn't, though Pattie did show me some pictures on her phone of me and Justin and then from that moment in I knew he wasn't lying and that he really is my boyfriend, but honestly I don't remember a thing about him or what we did, how we fell In love I wish I could recall those memories but I really can't. Pattie went on to say that he has went missing, and he has been for 48 hours now. I feel bad for him because I'm the reason why he is missing, he's so heart broken over the fact that I can't remember him that he decided to run away from it all, I wish I could say this is all a dream but it isn't its real, my head is all over the place at the moment, I remember everything else just not Justin or anyone connected to him, it breaks my heart knowing that I can't remember him, knowing that the Brittany who knows him, loves him is deep down inside of me just dying to burst out but what if she can't? What If she just remains stuck there forever, no way out just gone, I only hope she returns soon, because all this memory stuff is driving me up the wall and it's only been two days, I'm really tired, and just want my might at rest with these ridiculous things.

"Hello sweetie, how are you today". A nurse walked into the room, the nurse who's name just happens to be Jen, I talked to her last night. She bring my medicine over, I have to take four different tablets, it's endless it really is. She handed me the glass of water, and the four pills as I downed them each at a time, it wasn't pleasant
"Thank you sweetie, you get some rest, or you can watch some tv if you like".

"Yeah could I?".

"Of course let me just help you to sit up. She helped me sit up as it was a bit of a struggle for me, she sat my pillows against the rails of the bed, so I would have a cushioning against my back, once I was perched up on the bed, back against the pillows she switched the tv on, and handed me the remote as I flicked through the channels trying to find something decent to watch, but I couldn't seem to concentrate because all that was on my mind was Justin, I may forget him but there is something about him that is so familiar but I can't get my head around it, maybe something's coming back to me but I hardly doubt it, I think I'm just confused by everything, who knows if my memory will come back.

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JUSTIN'S POV

Been gone for two whole days now, my phone has been going off constantly with calls and texts from my mom and dad. I just can't even find the strength to answer the phone, because I know they'll want to talk about what happened with Brittany, and I'm not up for it. I'm broken, I'm hurt I can't believe she forgets who I am, I never thought her injury would be that serious, I keep replaying all our memories in my head, how can she just forget all that? All those bad times all those good times, our first date, our first kiss, the very first time we made love, just every special moment we have had has disappeared out of her brain, and I'm not quite sure if she is going to remember anymore, I give up I seriously do. I can't stop thinking about the way she reacted when she saw me, how her face was full of fear when I tired to get across to her that I was her boyfriend and that I loved her, the worst part of it was when she said she didn't love me, that hurt that really hurt, felt like a stab in the heart I knew it was the amnesia talking, I know the Brittany that loves me and knows me is somewhere deep down inside of her waiting to burst out, what if that Brittany doesn't come back to me? What if she is lost forever? Trapped, trying to fight her way out but can't because life doesn't seem to want her to get out. I would wait a lifetime for her, and if that involves me trying to get her to fall in love with me all over again then I'll do it, I will fight for her.

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BRITTANY'S POV

I was just waiting for this morphine to kick in and knock me out for the night. I closed my eyes and thought of Justin.

I woke up in my dream. It was in a dark closet, Justin was standing over me, his brown orbs burning into me as he cupped my cheek pressing his lips down onto mine, just remembering how well his lips would mould against mine, it was our first kiss. The scene soon changed and it was New Year's Eve and I was standing beside Justin in a canopy tent holding his hand as we counted down the minutes to the new year, once that clock hit midnight, Justin turned and looked at me and said "I love you" the very first time he ever said that to me, I saw myself saying it back as he kissed me passionately. The scene changed again and I saw Justin making love to me for the first time the way he held my body as he looked into my eyes and told me how beautiful I was and how much he loved me. Every kiss, every touch I felt again. I watched thousand of memories with Justin in my mind like a silent movie playing. I felt myself crying. But then it started slipping away, the visions were becoming blurry, the colour fading. I reached out for Justin, but there was no one there. Justin was right he was my boyfriend, how could I have forgotten him. I opened my eyes wide, and sat up and tears were rolling down my cheeks, I screamed as I banged my fists off the side of my head. I remember I remember everything now.