Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

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BRITTANY'S POV

- 1 Month Later -

A month into marriage has been one hella of a roller coaster believe you me. The police are still investigating Zack's prison escape he still hasn't been caught and I just think it's not going to succeed. He's very smart, knows what he's doing, knows how to escape the cops. It's leaving Justin and I distraught we don't know what else to do because still knowing our life's are in danger scares me, we've been staying at Patties a lot lately, she suggested it to us and we were happy enough to agree anything to keep us out of danger, I just want it to be all over so we can go back to life as usual, live a happy normal life like we planned, we at least deserve it after the shit we have been through over the past couple years of being together I don't need someone like Zack coming back into my life and ruining it all for us. Justin's been so protective of me though and I don't blame him, half the night I'll hear him crying, and it breaks my heart so much because he still believes that he's going to lose me to him, and I end up holding him tight and just soothing him maybe he's at his most fragile with all this I really don't know, makes me love him more each day

I've currently been staying with the girls at the flat for the past three days. They asked me if I wanted to and of course I said yes I feel like I haven't seen them in ages because I'm always living at home with Justin. The girls were just as shocked as I was when we told them about Zack, they didn't want to believe it at first a mean yeah it's a story that you would find very hard to convince, it's not something I love to talk about but it's always buried there in the back of my brain eating away at it. The only thing this has stopped is the threatening phone calls, well when I say stopped I mean less frequent, and Justin is always the one who answers. He's been staying at home for the past three days all by his self, I told him he should get out but he didn't want to, I've been paranoid about his safety in that house, been calling him everyday for the past three days to check up on him he says he's fine I know Zack won't do anything he wouldn't because I know he knows I'm not there at the moment, but I'm going back today I don't want to out stay my welcome at the flat, the girls will get pretty tired of having me around, eventually. And college starts up next week a long with work, I'm looking forward to it, been looking forward to going back for ages now it'll give me something to do instead of lounging about the house all day everyday.

"Thanks Ashley for the lift home I really appreciate it" I said unbuckling my seat belt and lifting up my bag that was below my feet

"No problem girl, you going to be alright?"

"Yeah of course I'm going to be fine honestly don't worry"

"How can I not when that bastard is still out there walking around free and giving you threats"

"Ash, I'll be fine forget about him ok the quicker the police find him and lock him up again then the quicker we can all move on, I just want to see Justin I've missed him and just want to hold him he'll proberly be mad at me for coming home he wanted me to stay with you's longer but I can't out stay my welcome"

"Don't be silly you wouldn't be out staying your welcome Brittany that flat was also your home before you went and lived with Justin you know it's always going to be another home for you whenever you feel you need it, don't think that the girls and I don't want you there because we do, we've missed you since you've been settling in to married life, we just want you to be happy that's all and we know living with Justin is making you happy because you truly deserve all the happiness and love in the world and I'm glad you have someone like Justin in your life to give you that happiness and that unconditional love, remember that just be careful ok"

"I will and thank you, tell the others I'll see them soon"

"I sure will basically next week at college"