Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

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BRITTANY'S POV

What I saw was to break me forever, my heart felt like it was in my mouth, I couldn't move, how could he?. :'(

Truth is guys will never care about our feelings

He was kissing some girl, his tongue right down her throat, he was all over her touching her thigh as he lay on top of her. I had so much anger in me, I clenched my jaw tighter as I threw my phone across the room screaming not even caring if I broke it or not. Tears started running down my face as I collapsed to the floor and buried my face in my legs. How could he go this after everything he decides to cheat on me. Cheating just doesn't have to be sex it can be kissing to, but I bet he had sex with her I just have that gut instinct that he slept with her and she looked like a ultimate slut anyway who would enjoy getting fucked by any guy she sees. I don't care if he was fucking drunk, he still kissed her, still tore my heart into a million pieces and what he said last night well that just makes everything better doesn't it. Do I mean anything to him? Does he even love me? Because right now I ain't feeling it. After all this bad shit I am going through with my dad coming back, he's meant to be there for me and what does he do cheat on me, kisses another girl when he is with me when i have been completely faithful to him all this time. When he said forever with me well that didn't mean the much to him. This promise ring on my finger is just a bunch of lies, he expects me to stay with him through thick and thin but then he goes and does something like this it hurts and it hurts a lot. I need a really good explanation for that picture, and I'm going to get it one way or another but all I will hear coming out his mouth will be a bunch of bullshit. I'm tired of being that nieve girl thinking he is the best god dam thing to walk the planet when he's just like the rest of the people that walk into my life they always hurt me in the end and don't even give a shit and I shouldn't care because I am so used to it but the thing is I do care I care a lot. I got up off the floor grabbing my phone which surprise, surprise wasn't broken but now had a Hugh crack across it and I didn't even care

I made my way downstairs to find Justin laying on the sofa still dressed in his clothes looking scruffy as hell, but yet he managed to look so adorable and what am I even saying your mad at him, he's broken my heart and he doesn't even know, he didn't think I would find out about this kissing thing, he thought he could get away with it, he thought I wouldn't find out obviously someone had it in for me, the girl that he kissed must have been the one on Facebook who tagged me in the picture, but I don't know her she must know me, everything is just so confusing at the moment. I kept looking at him trying not to cry the one who you thought loved you back, the one boy who you thought cared about you shoves it all back in your face like its nothing like your the worthless piece of shit on his shoe that's nothing more.

I just wanted to scream and shout at him, tell him that he is an asshole, that we are over, but at the same time I just want him to hold me against his chest whilst he sings to me gently rocking me to sleep in his strong arms at the same time I just want the feel of his naked body against mine as they brush together, the look of love he always gives me, just his touch and his kisses the gentle Justin the Justin I love.

"JUSTIN GET THE FUCK UP NOW!!!!". I screamed my voice cracking in the process. He rolled off the sofa in shock, haha deserves him right. He groaned out in pain as he lifted himself off the floor. He squinted his eyes blinking a few times before coming back into the real world. His eyes softened as soon as he saw the state I was in. Oh no he ain't playing me like that with the sorry eyes because its not going to work on me.

"B-baby what's wrong? Why are you crying". Oh like he doesn't know.

"DON'T FUCKING BABY ME YOU ASSHOLE!!!".

"Brittany what are you talking about".

"You really don't know do you?". I was trying to be strong and not break but it was very hard at the moment. Great if he forgets that he kissed her that just makes everything worse because I'll always remember I will always remember that picture it will haunt me, and be there in my mind every time I kiss him, I'm not even sure if they're will be a next time.