Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

137.

JUSTIN'S POV

As her knees crashed to the floor and her head smacked against the table with a hard force she was down, a trail of blood trickling down the centre of her forehead. My eyes widened in shock, and I began panicking as I collapsed to the floor lifting her head up and placing it on my knee as tears streamed down my face. I don't know if she collapsed because she was feeling unwell earlier or because of my sudden outburst about Zack, either whatever way it was she's unconscious

"B-baby w-wake up please w-wake up for me, princess can you hear me? Can you hear my voice gorgeous" I whimpered. This is very dangerous for her, that time last year when she fell down the stairs and suffered a head injury, causing her to lose some of her memory, the doctor told her to be very cautious about falling, and this is scaring me, really scaring me, and I don't know what to do, she could be out of it for all I know. She moved her eyelids a little, tossing her body from side to side as she let out soft mumbles

"Baby, I'm here, it's okay I'm here, stay with me, just keep listening to my voice baby don't slip away from me" wiping my tears away with the back of my hand I lifted her up into my arms and softly let her down onto the sofa. I ran my hands through my messy hair, my breathing hitched as I paced back and forth across the living room pulling at the ends of my hair trying to get round it all. Just when you think your life is happy, and falling into place something just has to come a long and ruin it. And that sick bastard coming back makes everything worse, my beautiful, poor traumatised wife can't take much more and either can I, the police need to be contacted about this sick fuck, he needs to he locked up behind bars again so we can both be safe and get on with our life's because no way is he going to wreck our happiness, I don't know what he is playing at, but it's getting to the point now where it's going over the line, getting to far and it needs to stop before I do something that I'll regret

I socked a wet flannel under the cold tap before wringing out the water stored inside just leaving it damp. I should really take her to the hospital, but this is what happens when you live an hour away from any source of help, I made my way back to her side crouching down as I placed the flannel on her head and began wiping away the blood, I held her hand squeezing it tight kissing the back of it just wishing for everything to be okay. I shouldn't have shouted at her but she had the right to know and I just hope she isn't mad at me when she wakes up who am I kidding she'll hate me for keeping that from her, I've only known for two days, but I couldn't find the strength to tell her because I was terrified what would happen, this is a guy who scared her, who did such evil things to her that she found it hard to heal from that, she was lucky she had me to be there for me, as long as I'm around she'll be unharmed.

"I'm so sorry baby, I tried telling you first time round but it was hard I was looking out for you, I'm so sorry I won't let him hurt you I promise everything's going to be okay, I didn't mean to shout at you I just have a lot of anger in me right now and it's not because of you, it will never be because of you it's because of that sick bastard trying to rip at our happiness but he's not going to ruin that I promise he won't, I'll fix it, I'll protect you, I feel like I'm losing you already and your not even gone yet, and you can't begin to imagine how much that breaks me, j-just don't hate me baby, please don't hate me I love you so much and I can't believe he is trying to do this to you again to us" I sobbed into her hand. My throat became instantly dry and sore and hitched as I swallowed the gallons of saliva forming in my mouth. No one really understands how much she means to me, when I lost Natasha I thought i was never going to be able to fall in love again, I wanted it so badly after she was gone, I wanted someone to save me from myself and love me unconditionally, I wanted the process and the magic of falling in love again, and when my precious Brittany walked into my life I knew, I just knew I couldn't lose her, I knew I had to love her a billion times more, and that's what I did, and I that's what I do to this day, and I feel like she's already gone, like I've already lost something so precious, so amazing and I can't get back. Life wouldn't just take her from me, it couldn't and has no reason to, I need love in my life, everyone does, I couldn't live without love, especially someone like me who has so much of it to give.