Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

45.

Brittany's Pov~~*

"so spill it girl, why have you been so happy, smiling and walking about humming and singing to yourself". Ashley asked as we sat in the living room with the other girls, they all want to know why I have been so happy lately, and acting like everything around me is like some fairytale dream or something

"oh well no reason girls, like no reason at all". I looked down at the floor, blushing a bright colour and trying my best to not smile

"I bet it's because of Justin, isn't it, you two look so happy now, it's cute, your like the most adorable couple I have ever seen in my life I'm so jealous". Nicole cooed, seriously I love all these dam girls they are so supportive and amazing

"oh and who says its about Justin, a mean I could be smiling for a whole different reason".

"well we know that it's about Justin because that's the same smile you have when your around him, the same blushing pink cheeks, that shaken nervous voice". Ashley always gets the truth out of me one way or the other should I tell them that I'm falling in love with him

"okay fine it is, I'm staring to fall in love with him guys and I can't stop falling". And as soon as I said that they all awwed in unison that made me blush even more

"ahhhh girl oh my god, fangirling". Ashley basically just threw herself a me, I Didn't expect that at all

"okay Ashley your crushing me and I can't breathe".

"okay, okay sorry girl, that's just made my day you saying that see we told you that would happen, does be know yet".

"Of course not, he doesn't know I don't want him to really know because what if, If he isn't falling for me".

"he will be Brittany a mean i can see it in his eyes, the way he looks at you, it's a completely different look then what he used to look at you before, it's like a look of loving, and just the way he smiles and how his face lights up its all there a mean you have been together for four months now, don't you think it's time to open up about it, mean do you love him because falling for someone and loving someone are completely two different things".

"well I'm falling for him, and I suppose I do love him, but I don't know how it would be said a mean you can't really plan for these things to happen they have to happen".

"suppose your right".

"I'm going to Canada next month for Christmas and new years to get to know his family that I haven't really met, the flight tickets are booked and payed for already, and I seriously can't wait to go".

"oh my god wouldn't It be cute if you both said I love you to one another on Christmas day or just as the clock strikes midnight for the new year, and you make sweet, sweet beautiful love to one another under the stars".

Did she seriously just say that, the rest of the girls burst out laughing I started going red again, oh shit this is embarrassing, I Threw a pillow at Ashley's face, and she let out a high pitched giggle

"ashley oh my god I so can't believe you just said that, oh my god I am so embarrassed right now".

"sorry Brittany but you can't help if these things happen, and it could, I think it's sweet, and it would be cute if it were to happen during the festive season, a mean you need to make love soon".

"we will, we will just don't feel ready yet, it's not easy after everything I've been through so it's like every time we try and get intimate I back out because I get scared".