Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

40.

Brittany's Pov~~*

I felt like my heart was in my mouth, my stomach felt like it was gonna fall out of my butt, Chanel is dead, no she can't be, she can't be dead right, how though, the tears were coming, they were coming out, the lump in my throat was big i found it hard to swallow the tears ran down my face, and dripped off my chin

"How though?". Justin asked in an awkward tone

"She.. Em had to much water in her lungs, so thats what killed her". Pattie said sniffling

She was my best friend even though i haven't know her that long she was my bestfriend and she gave me advice very good advice, i felt lifeless right now, i fell to the floor and started howling and screaming, i've never cried this much since my mum died, my heart felt it had just shattered into a million pieces, pieces that will never be put back together again

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOO, she can't be dead, she can't be dead". I screamed, i felt Justins arms wrap around me, i cried into his chest, i just cried in his arms, all i needed was him to comfort me right now

"Its okay baby come on, ssh its okay". He said crying himself, i can understand how this must feel for him, thats his dead girlfriends sister, and don't you think its sorta weird how Natasha died last year because of that lake, and now her sister Chanel died in hospital because of it, its like death wanted her dead, like a family thing, she didn't deserve this, Chanel defo didn't deserve this

"NO EVERYTHING IS NOT OKAY JUSTIN, JUST SHUT UP, SHUT UP". I said pounding my fists onto his chest screaming and yelling all sorts of things

"Baby, Baby please". He said trying to calm me the fuck down

I pushed him away and ran past Pattie and then ran up the stairs tripping up as i went, Justin came after me up the stairs, i just wanted to be left on my own to grief for fuck sake, once i got to the top of the stairs, justin just hugged me he just hugged me so tight like he was never gonna let me go, he kept telling me everything was gonna be okay, he was crying through his words, this must be more harder on him than me, because he has known her for song and just the fact that Chanel is Natasha's'sister

"Justin, Justin she can't be dead". My tears were soaking his shirt

"But you heard what my mum said, i just can't believe she is dead, gone, and thats a shocker for me because well you know".

"I know justin i know why that came at a shock for you because its weird how Natasha died in that lake a year a go and then her sister does as well".

"And thats what the heart breaking part is i think death wanted Chanel gone, just like it took Natasha's life away, thats not even funny, i always knew that forest was murderous, first i lose my girl, and then i lose Chanel who was my bestfriend, and i don't want to lose you, you are my second chance at love and i don't want you anywhere out of my sight i'm sorry Brittany but if i lose you i don't know what i'm gonna do with my life". He sounded so heartbroken i felt for him, i cried a long with his, my arms tightned around him

"Baby i ain't gonna go anywhere, you'll never lose me justin don't over think things".

"Brittany what to you expect me to do, your my girl, and you have made me the happiest i've felt in ages and do you just expect me to be not protective of you".

"What i'm saying is justin maybe you should fucking lay off a little bit, you know i'm 17 i can look out for myself, i can fight my own battles, i don't need you or anyone else to fight them for me, fuck sake just lay off justin, lay off". Yeah i bascially yelled that in his face, i stormed into his room, full of anger and upset it was like anger was boiling in my veins