Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

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JUSTIN'S POV

"How is she". I said rushing out of my seat, as the doctor came out of the room, my mom stood up with me, as the doctors showed us to sit back down. Some drunk driver ran her over, I tried pulling her out of the way but I never got to her in time anyway, it terrified me, she was out cold on the way to the hospital

"She's fine Mr Bieber, she had a lucky escape, her injuries could have been much worse, she has a mild concussion, and a few cuts and bruises but overall she's absolutely fine, we'll need to keep her in over night, and she'll be free to leave tomorrow, you can go in and see her she seems quite perky".

"Okay thank you doctor". He smiled, before walking the other way, I was about to open the door when my mom grabbed my arm

"Do you want me to phone Sam and tell her what happened because she'll need to know".

"Yeah, good idea, I'll just be in here when you get back mom".

"Okay honey". She gave me a hug and then I went in, her beautiful self was sitting perked up on the bed, she looked as just as happy as she did before all this happened, and then there's me who has been crying and panicking because I seriously thought I was going to lose her. I rushed over to her and put my arms around her and gave her a tight hug, I felt like I couldn't let her go, her arms slid around my neck, as I nestled my head into her neck.

"Hey Justin you alright, hey what's wrong you alright?, I'm alright Justin, seriously look at me I'm fine". My forehead was pressed against hers, as I tried holding the tears in, I don't know what I would have done if I lost her, I can't let that happen to her, not going to lose Brittany like I lost Natasha

"I know, I'm sorry baby i just got scared that's all". I sat on the edge of the bed, and held onto her hand tightly not letting it go, I brushed my lips over hers, and gently planted a sweet kiss onto her lips
"Are you okay baby". I asked tucking a strand of hair behind her ear
"Yeah I'm fine handsome, just a little sore but I'm fine, its my fault I should have looked where I was going, stupid girl".
"No it isn't your fault gorgeous, the guy driving the car was a drunken idiot, and he needs arrested for it".
"Hey Justin, I don't want anymore drama in my life, I'm just going to leave it, it was my fault for mainly not looking where I was going, Justin have you been crying, why baby? :(".

"You wanna know why beautiful?, because I thought I was going to lose you today, just for a mere second I thought that in my head, when that car hit you I did everything to save you, believe me I tried, and then your little body left sprawled out on the road like some rag doll, and I remember kneeling down beside you and seeing your eyes going all dilated, and the blood pouring out from your forehead, I remember just picking you up into my arms, as people crowded round me seeing what happened, and if you were okay, I remember crying so hard that I couldn't stop, begging for you to wake up, and then when I realised you weren't going to I started going into this state of panic, and shouting for someone to call an ambulance, when that ambulance came and put your body onto that stretcher I felt my stomach drop, and heart shatter and all I could say to myself was I think I lost her, this can't be happening, this really can't be happening, why must life do this to me. And when I was sitting in that ambulance with you, staring at you, and just hoping you would wake up and pull through, and then you got here, and I'm in here with you now. And you don't know how good it feels to know that your okay, I'm actually so grateful that life didn't take you away from me, I didn't want to go through that again, and I thought I was going to, I couldn't live if I lost you I just couldn't". I'm a guy, and I ain't afraid to show Brittany my tears, I started crying, wiping away the fallen tears with the back of my hand

"Aww Justin, come here, its okay, baby its okay". I just collapsed into her arms, as she wrapped them around me, feeling my voice hitch in the back of my throat because of the lump that was there, I've actually never been as upset as this before, don't think I have ever broke down as much as this in front of her. She kissed the top of my head, and rocked us both, and sang sweetly into my ear, the song I always sing to her when she's hurting, she has such a sweet, angel voice, never knew it was this good